hi everyone.
from 1999-2004, i was completely and utterly addicted to vicodin. it started off with a toothache..and then hooked for the next five years.
as much as i loved taking the drug, i hated it (if that makes sense). it was unlike me because i have never tried any other drug before and i kind of shocked myself at how quickly addicted and dependent i became to this drug. it was awful.
i quit in late 2004 because i have had enough and it was ruining my life.
i started up again this year in january. don't ask me why. it's just something that makes me mildly happy and i know i have to stop.
but here's the thing: back in 1999-2004, i used to take up to 8 pills a day (of the 7.5 mg). EIGHT. you can say that in five years i built a pretty high tolerance.
present day: i can only handle half of a 5mg. which was NOTHING to me back then. if i take a full one a day, i get real tired and REALLY out of it.
so my question is: how is it that back in the day, i could handle up to eight 7.5mg piills and now i can barely handle half of a 5mg?
did i screw up my body?
(i realize how stupid this post makes me, but addiction is awful and i wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy).