[no_more_tram]

For anyone that is currently on Suboxone and clean from your Drug Of Choice, are you having difficulties considering yourself CLEAN?? What I mean, is that some people may feel that since they are still taking a "drug" that they are not really clean. I at times feel this way, even though I am clean from opiates in which I abused, I am still taking something in place of. I just want to be CLEAN from everything, and again there goes my rushy thinking. I have relapsed so many times, you'd think I would be happy to be on something that is helping me. I know that I will not be completely happy until I am CLEAN from EVERYTHING. Just wondering if others are/have felt this way??? Don't get my wrong, I am happy that I am not taking all the pills that I abused, guess I am a bit afraid is all.

[11Bravo]

I just got off sub but I felt like that the whole time i was on it. count days from the last time you got high...period.

[shybaybe2003]

I know what you mean. I am on suboxone too, A low dose of just 2mg twice a day. For the last few months I have not been able to stick to the twice a day dosing, so I ended up running out in like a week. I was abusing them, but its almost like I had no choice. Well I got my new RX and I am only taking 2 a day. I was going to stop it, Because I just started feeling better this last week, But I also went to the ER three times last month trying to get narcotics, so I figured i better keep the sub thing going so i wont relapse. But yeah, Even if I do keep to the dosage Im supposed tot take, i still don't feel completly clean, BUT, thats ok. There are no secrets about my sub use, I am not lying or stealing to get it. So I feel like I am laying the foundation to get completly clean.