social disorder

[shearow]

I am one of the many people affected by Hurricane Katrina. My job is gone, leveled. It's been seven months, and I didn't think it would be hard for me to go start a new job. I get ready early in the morning, but always 10 minutes before I walk out the door I start to panic. Yes, I'm nervous but it's way more than that. I lash out at my boyfriend threaten to move home, change clothes at least 5 more times. I start to sweat and I can feel my heart racing. and while all this is going on I'm trying to hold it together and not cry. but I can't stop it. I try to sit down, and stay calm. This new job is literally next door to the place I worked. hurricanes are funny that way I guess. so I know the people that work there, it's not like I'm nervous about being around new people. I cried for two hours. I called my boss and he was understanding. Was this a panic attack? I know that I haven't had much social interaction for seven months and I think that is a big part of it. Biloxi isn't my hometown and I don't really know anyone besides my boyfriend. I don't know what to do. We can't live on his income alone and I want to work. I don't have insurance, don't have a doctor but I know that I need something for this panic attack or social disorder or anxiety...whatever it is it isn't me. I wasn't like this before and I want it to get back to my normal functional self.

[ginafl2]

HI,
It might be a panic attack. Do you take any medication? You should really see a Doctor. Panic attacks can be really scary.

[hensleyhill]

Hi there sweetie, some how some way you have got to get to a doctor. to get on some anxiety meds. I can't go into crowded stores. I feel bugs crowling all over me. i feel nauseus. I stay close to my husband. I am afraid the store will be bombed by terrorist. I don't know if you are a religious person. But, I am. It really helps to pray when I am in the stores. He eases my fear. Try to pray before you put on your clothes, go to the door, get your purse. Pray for his protection over your body this day. Tell him your thankful for saving you through Katrina. Thank Him for a dry place to sleep, a place to work. Thank Him for his love for you.