Eighteen months ago I was prescribed
Prozac after being diagnosed with general depression, anxiety and a minor case of OCPD (Obsessive Compulsive Personality Disorder). This diagnosis was made by a psychiatrist I saw while spending 30 days inpatient at a rehab facility for alcohol abuse.
I was taking 60mg once a day for the first 6 months and then we lowered that amount to 40mg. The good news is that the depression has lessened to a great degree, I've been sober for 18 months, I'm working, productive and basically happy. The bad news is that in this time I have gained 37 lbs.
Keeping in mind I was 15 lbs underweight when I first went into treatment, that still leaves 22 pounds unaccounted for. My diet has remained conservative and consistent. Maintaining my proper weight was never a problem the 28 years preceding my 3-year drinking binge.
Now that my life has started to come back into focus I've started exercising even more and I've started dating as well. It has become obvious that my waistline and weight is not shrinking AT ALL. I am also experiencing decreased libido and poor erectile performance (also not a previous problem).
Questions that come to mind are as follows:
1. How much (if any) of my depression was relieved from taking prozac? I started taking prozac at the very same time I decided to change everything else in my life (not drinking, location, friends, job, etc.). SSRI's and psychology can be pretty soft science.
2. Now that my life has found a good deal of stability, how do I (or anyone else) accurately weigh the pros and cons of prozac to make an educated decision on eliminating prozac from my life without knowing the answer to question 1?
Is simple trial and error the only obvious solution?
Thoughts, feelings?
-E