I am currently experiencing Paxil withdrawal symptoms and wondering if anyone can share their experience with me or direct me to a thread or forum where I can find some help. I had my first panic attack ever April 20th 2007. My doctor immediately put me on Paxil. I had really bad side effects...basically didn't know whether I was alive or just in a dream. I stopped cold turkey (and my doctor did not advise me against that...something I will never understand) and this was May 24th 2007...(approx a month after I began taking it) I was suicidal for the first 2 days off of it and it is now 35 days since the last pill. I am experiencing depressive symptoms and SEVERE depersonaliztion. I was wondering how long does this last, is this normal after only being on Paxil for a month, and how do I cope while this is happening?