[tamara02]

Goodnite Lyds,have fun at church sun,we're going also,but not til 11am,Take care and god bless,Tamm

[ComingHome]

HL, I think Baby Steps is right. That would be extremely difficult to prove the alcohol #1 caused her to do "the deed," and #2 that she was intoxicated. I mean, who is to say that she didn't plan on doing "the deed" anyway (without the alcohol). I think everything is going to be okay with you. Hang in there. I will pray for you.
ComingHome

There is ALWAYS hope

[ladybird]

THANK YOU

Thanks for your kind words I was gone with the hubby so I didn't get back on until tonight.

I am glad you talked about sneezing in a post, I have been sneezing my butt off and caughing quite a bit. Some constipation but that's it for the body flow lol.

But I have had tons of body aches still and my arthritis has been having more swelling than normal, guess that is just a reaction of my immune system fighting right now.

Tons of stomach gas, so eating all the prilosec and zantac like it's candy

I was taking benadryl but it caused me to swell more for some reason, so not taking it to sleep tonight which might not be good. I am sooooooo wired at night even though i am also very very exhausted.

I did also notice that I am quite verbal. I have so much more energy than when on ultram that i talk up a storm and I pick on my husband and kid more which I need to stop doing

Rough roads.

Talk later and thanks again for all your advice

[unclenasty93]

syd, hatelove, butterfly,

Thanks for your advice and info on methadone

Tamm,

I am 31 and quaaludes were well before my time. I also have never done any type of drug other than painkillers, nor would I, so even if I had had the opportunity to try ludes I wouldn't have. Hope your doing well mike.

[tamara02]

Hi,Unclenasty,I guess your screenname made me think you seemed older,I bet qualudes,helped with pain,can't really remember that long ago,Hope all is well w/ you ,boy we're up late,or I am ,are ya'll just up early?Take care Tamm,,,,,,Ladybird,you,too,I can't sleep ,either,Loveya'll,Later,Im gonna take momma dog outside real quik,cause its freezin out,then pick up some toys around the house,while everyone else is sleepin,bye

[tamara02]

Hi again,LYDS,I'm going to a nice lil baptist church,which my step daughter found,this will be my first time there,My hubbie,likes to go to this penecostal church where his friend PREACHES,I went a few times more than 5 times,The only thing abt.that church is the microphone's volume is up the highest it can go,and the preacher YELLS at the top of his lungs,He cries alot cause he's so into it,he's a nice person as is everyone there ,but I had to stop going I was a nervous wreck after the services,because of all the yelling and screaming,anyways,Im russian orthodox,went to A catholic school up north,in Erie,Pa.Now when you walk into a cathedral w/candle lite and incense,it feels so holy ,like jesus is in the room,the russian one makes me feel even more like I am in god's house and when I leave after services I have this wonderful feeling of peace,and am in the best mood for the rest of the day...All different types of religions interest me,I'd like to find a book naming all types of religions,and there practices,it would be kind of interesting,ok I'll quit rambling,Im going to go check out The Ashton Manual,MPVT/Dave mentioned something abt.it,check w/ya later,Tamm

[hatelove percs]

well, i just woke up early early so i thought i would jump on and see what transpired last night. thanks for all the advice guys. i don't have any alcohol in the house right now so there is nothing to throw away, lol. the only reason i did is because i had just finished puting up my hottub and wanted to celebrate with a margarita. alcohol is one of my migraine triggers so unless i wanna suffer later i can't have it. bummer.[] once in awhile i won't get one but it is pretty much right on the money. i have made it a week u guys. i cannot believe it. you are doin really good LADYBIRD keep hangin in. man, i cannot wait for two weeks. i just want all my energy. i absolutely cannot afford to have it gone much longer. it will be my downfall if it continues too long i know it. i pray for it all the time and am trying to eat better and am going to force myself to excercise today even if it kills me.

[tamara02]

Hi H/L,Im back to ,haven't went to sleep yet,dang it..maybe Ill get a few hrs b-4 church,Congrats on one week!!! thats wonderful,Maybe real soon ,you'll start feeling great,have you been taking nice long walks,take the doggie for a walk,it always makes me feel better.My legs are drivin me nuts lately ,hard to sleep w/that going on,Did you find out anything abt.our lil weirdo?Tamm

[Baby Steps]

Good Morning GUys... I didn't get much sleep last night for some reason. That guy just posted about his multiple personalities and apologized for his filthy one! LOL I knew the guy was a freak!

Anyway...I'm gonna try to go back to sleep... I hope I can!

Luv ya guys!

Hugz,

Baby Steps

Clean Date 01/12/07

[hatelove percs]

i am so used to sleeping all the time it SCARES me to be awake in the early morning. lol. i am afraid of mornings. i have never liked them. i don't know what to do with myself. i think i am lonely but i would rather cut off my big toe than have a man living with me. hahaha.how are you guys today? or gals i should say cause the guys seem to be MIA

[tamara02]

Hi H/L ain't that the truth,but d*a*m*n* I got one living w/me ,I like when he goes out of town to work,nice ,peaceful and Quiet,Hey,I know what will cheer you up ,I sent you some funny pics I came across,ck,'em out!!!I made a few responces to our new buddy,What do you think????I'm Gonna let on like I believe him,Hey He could be telling the truth ,seems like he has 2 personalities,but he said Multiple?????Tamm

[Baby Steps]

Hey Girlz... Please be careful falling for this Jimbo666 or whatever other names he claims to have... Think about it... He claims he has been seeing a therapist for multiple personalities and not a Phsyc?? And no medicine because there isn't anything they can give him for it??? I guess JimBob666 didn't do his homework before he made his last reply... Just don't get involved w/him at all.

Luv Yas

Hugz,

Baby Steps

Clean Date 01/12/07

[ladybird]

Thanks HL and Baby for the kind words. It sure is frustrating. I let my husband know things like itches for a pain killer etc. but I try not to grind it all in of all the aches, can't sleep etc. He's such a great man that you all wouldn't believe.

Ultram.... caused an enormous amount of pain going on and off it about a year ago that i was actually so inflamed and hurting that i was stuck in bed. I have RA too, so the arthritis made it so horribly worse. Needless to say, I was in so much pain i would pass out.

My husband... who is only 31... was wonderful and still is. He was always by my side, always helping with EVERYTHING like bringing me food or holding me as i just layed there shaking and crying.

I couldn't ask for a more wonderful person.

As for the walmart post floating around, he is horrible for that. Send him to buy apples, he comes home with $100 in other things. Walmart is a drug addiction in itself and we can't say no.

I actually told him the other day when he asked what grocery store i wanted that if we go to walmart, expend to pay $50 or more extra, so we went to Rouses.

I swelled up yesterday and wanted my ultram bad, glad it was gone. I just can't wait for the aches to go away.

Plus, i was sooooo awake last night i had to visit my little friend benadryl. Going to go see what the store has later for sleeping.

Oh, anyone have nightmares when their brain is overly active?
I had a doozy last night.

God bless you all

[ComingHome]

Stepz - I agree. Multiple Personality Disorder is extremely rare. It has probably been faked a ton more than it has actually existed. At one time, many patients and criminals were faking it and the psychologists were actually buying it. But, then the psychologists studied it and became much more educated on it, and they realized true cases are few and very far between. First off, how would one personality know the password and the place that the other personality is posting on? Sorry, pretty much a dead give-away right there.
ComingHome

There is ALWAYS hope

[hatelove percs]

haha that dude don't have any more personalities than i do. he's just a nut case. he doesn't spell right on purpose. i believe he is very intelligent, just real crazy. he is just afraid i am gonna come for his stupid crazy a*s*s*. holy **** i got better stuff to do with my time, like all this homework. perhaps he should spend more time on homework. oh yeah=i believe when he takes his dope he probably slips into another personality. hahahahahahaha.anywho whats poppin guys? LADYBIRD: if i could find a guy like yours, honey i would hold onto him, let me tell ya, they are hard to find! one in a million. i tried three times so i should know! lol.i like my boyfriend but he is definately not marrying material at all, but i don't plan on doin that again anyway=no way. shoot, i get a stomachache just writin bout it.[xx(] TAMM you and i are gonna have to start writin during the nite cause i keep wakin up at 4. or i am up til 4. seems since i stopped the pills i fall asleep early though when it was reversed before. now, i am back asleep by nine though. and must take three naps a day. sleep has definately not been a problem for me.

[Baby Steps]

Hey Coming Home!!! How's my pal doing? Thank you for reaffirming my own research on this. What I found was exactly what you said and the ones that they have studied (And Medicated) that they found had 2 personalities were usually hospitalized and studied as they were victims of a horrible abuse as babies or infants or young children where they learned how to separate their pain by escaping it into a psychological fantasy person. This guy is a freak and has probably become bored and missed screwing with the girls that he wants to start a new chapter in his made up drama! Or hers... who's to say this is a male? Ya know?

Anyhow...Thanks again for your intelligent input and key finding regarding the password etc! That was pretty good CH!!! I didn't even catch that! I was looking further into the medical part of his new made up problem. I hope you are doing ok... I've missed seeing your posts... Have a Great Day!

LYDS... I am very happy for you that you have a good husband like that. Very Rare... If I was still married... I'd still be using!!! Simple as that! My ex was way too needy!!! I rarely got sick but I'll never forget uhhh about 10 yrs ago I had a horrible flu... both ends kind and 3 days... and all he said was... "What's for dinner" and Are you gonna do laundry... I don't have any clean underwear" Too much!!! LOL LOL Now he is someone else's child! LOL He was 8yrs younger than I. I hope you enjoy your day!

HL, SYD and Tamm and NY and Lisa Girl, Kai and Tom and Uncle Nasty OMG there are just so many of you guys now!!! [8D]..... Hey you guys!!! Miss ya

Hugz,

Baby Steps

Clean Date 01/12/07

[hatelove percs]

i had one like that B+STEPS!! oh my gosh, so clingy i thought i would suffocate. i could not be in the same room with him without him holding onto me. if i was home, he had to be there to, if i went to the store,he had to go, if i went for a drive in my car you guessed it he wanted to go. it just was to much. i could not take it after three years i had to friggin breathe. what a relief the day was i moved out!

[Baby Steps]

How funny my gorgeous twin! Seems like we have much in common!! Only difference is I stayed with this insecure clingy guy for 15yrs!!! Mainly because I had already had a failed marriage and kids with him. My escape was always my job! But suffocated is such an appropriate word! How bout when you did go to the freakin grocery store alone they say "where have you been? Who were you talking to?" Just way too much! I'm such an independant self providing woman that it was just way too much in the end as over the years it got worse! Honestly the only thing I miss is the family things we all did together that have since passed.

Too much! Hey have you heard from the bf?

Hugz,

Baby Steps

Clean Date 01/12/07

[hatelove percs]

lol. we do have a lot in common!! one time he had to work so i had this whole day planned to spend on myself (off work) just for me, pampering myself for once. i was just getting ready to leave for a nice relaxing brunch and who comes home? yeah. he says guess what? i got the whole day off so i can spend it with you too? lets go in the bedroom. ughhhh!!!! then he could not understand why i was not happy to see him. i tried to explain it wasn't necessarily him at all, i was just looking forward to that "me" day. and he totally could not get it. that day was the day i decided to divorce him. ah, anyway, yes i did hear from my boyfriend and he is just fine. doing his thing and all. this is what i do like about him. we can go a while with out seeing each other and it is perfectly alright. he does not have a cow about it. i know he's there, he knows i am here and we aren't going anywhere right now, no need to check in every five minutes unless we want to. he can't handle clingy women either. i like my boyfriend

[bobbyzworld123]

Hey Strangers!! Superbowl Sunday!!! Yeahhhh!!!!!!

I'm 14 days clean!!! I have been going nonstop for the past 5 hours, preparing for a small Superbowl party!! I feel absolutely great, very little signs of anything remain. Maybe a few episodes of restless legs, but all in all I feel great!! I'm taking advil 800 mg, 3 times a day, and a multi-vitamin.

Question.... What's Cloudy, wet, smells, and is gone in 2 seconds?

[bobbyzworld123]

Answer: 240 vicodin being flushed!!!!

I finally flushed my stash (Friday). I just couldn't get over the cravings and thinking about them when I had them around. I thank all of you for giving me the advice to get rid of them and that I can't take just one. If i had them around, i eventually would have taken them.

Since flushing them, I haven't had one craving!!! I don't think about them at all!!! I am on my way....

Good luck everyone!!!!!! Go Bears/Colts!!! ?????????

quote:Originally posted by bobbyzworld123

Hey Strangers!! Superbowl Sunday!!! Yeahhhh!!!!!!

I'm 14 days clean!!! I have been going nonstop for the past 5 hours, preparing for a small Superbowl party!! I feel absolutely great, very little signs of anything remain. Maybe a few episodes of restless legs, but all in all I feel great!! I'm taking advil 800 mg, 3 times a day, and a multi-vitamin.

Question.... What's Cloudy, wet, smells, and is gone in 2 seconds?

[tamara02]

Hi Bobby,Way to go!!!on your clean time and flushing theS*H*I*T*.Sounds like you are getting ready to enjoy yourself with the ballgame,Have some fun for all of us OK,Take care ,And Im so glad to see you so HAPPY!!!I hope your Team wins ,Cause you deserve it my dear,Later Tammy

[tamara02]

Lori and H/L,Your exes,sound like my husband,but he's 15 years older than me,He is from a different generation than mine,He is a male chauvinist Pig,I could be laying there dying with a knife stuck in my chest and he would probably say ,Im hungry ,what are you fixing for dinner,He's a frickin nut,,,,When he tells me to not do something,I will break my back to try and do it,,ha,ha,He acts like my Daddy and I'm a 12 year old,its just to funny and sad,too...No wonder he dont get no sex lately,haha....and wont if I can help it,also my sex drive is non-existant,probably due to the pills and being alil overweight..oh well. Hey,lori and H/L ,can I play w/the weirdo ,Just a lil,Im bored,Ill be nice,I promise,,lol Tam,H/L did you get my funy pics I sent you,If you did send then to lori ,she'll get a kick out of them,Tamm

[Baby Steps]

Hey Tamm... the only difference is your husband is a chauvinist and mine was simply HELPLESS!! Oh and HOPELESS!!! LOL He is excellent at his career and having fun but he certainly has no clue at the true concept of life.... still.... LOL I've been divorced from him for 5 yrs and he still asks to fool around!!!! And he's remarried! to the affair chic.... I guess things aren't what he thought... LOL Actually she pobably quit doing what she did to trap him for his money... hehe I believe very much in Karma!!!

Ok Tamm you can play but from what I read that you wrote it sounds like you believe him... and if that's the case ... you need to back off because he's full of cr ap!!! There aint no disability (how is he getting on the college and using the computers?) he is just messing with whoever will bite! So if you believe him in the least... NO you can't!! Just cause I care and I really want him to go away.... there is nothing good about him or her or it... whatever the case... OK? OK! Luv you missy!!!!!

CONGRATS Bobby!!!!! I am so so so proud of you!!!!! Excellent!!!!!

Hugz,

Baby Steps

Clean Date 01/12/07

[tamara02]

LORI!!! H*E*L*L* No Idon;t believe him,I just want him to think I do ,That way maybe He may reply and slip up and you or missy detective can catch on to it,then we have proof ,by his posts that he needs to be put away,cause if its all a bunch of C*R*A*P*,The Idiot could still be dangerous,Heck he might pull some crazy stunt like the Columbine Thing,Maybe just by talking to him we might help someone ,you never,Know,A sick mind is a Dangerous mind,He may feel like he has nothing to loose ,thats when people start getting hurt,Lets just scope him out,We can practice some of our child psychiatry on him,It could be fun, also you know how people say ...Oh! It will never happen to me,Wrong!! it can and does,Im talking abt things like getting raped ,or getting mugged,or whatever,Well,I always used to think,(whenI was alot younger) No it will never happen to me,It did I got mugged in Buffalo,Ny in the Early 1980's,Then again,I got jumped walking home from a friends house,The guy was messed up on something I could tell,He didn't try to rape me,He just tried to kill me he just kept trying to strangle me,I almost passed out,and thought Oh my God He's gonna kill me for sure ,In that instant,I dont know how it happened but my mittens flew off my hands (I had really long ,strong finger nails)And I clawed that guy down both sides of his face so bad I had blood and meat under all my nails,well they found the guy I saw him in court a few weeks later,and he had scars from the damage I had done,I was so proud of myself,The Judge was even impressed anyways he got 18 months,ouch my fingers are cramping up,LOve ya tamm[8D] PS The 1st guy broke my nose,Ouch!!!! OK Lori (Mommy) now can I go play for just a lil while,lolTamm

[Baby Steps]

OK Tamm... go ahead.. LOL but I don't believe we here on this forum will prevent this perv from doing anything he does if that's even the case. My thoughts are he and his little friends are having a blast at this forums expense. I don't believe he's a danger more like a freakin pest that we haven't found a repellent for yet! LOL

Have fun. And I'm sorry you were mugged. I'm glad you got the guy!! My son was mugged at knifepoint in New Orleans with a couple of his college friends and I was so so terrified!! Thank God all he lost was a couple hundred dollars and not his life! N.O LA is a crazy drunkin place and I begged him to never return and then the hurricane hit and my prayers were answered!!!

Hugz,

Baby Steps

Clean Date 01/12/07

[tamara02]

Thank God ,lori,No ones life is worth a couple of hundred bucks,Your son was smart enough to just give up whatever they told him to..My 1st husband and I went to mardi-gras in 1989,Stayed drunk for a whole week,anyways we where leaving bourbon st to go to our vehicle,parked 2 blocks away,then all of a sudden 6 guys showed up out of nowhere and came up to us wanting our jewelry,and god we had diamond rings that had a few carats each I had acouple on and my seiko watch and my then hubbie had 2 georgeous rings ,lots of carats his mom had them made for him anyways ,we were seconds from being robbed and guess what I couldn't believe it A COP car had just came around the corner ,and they all fled.thank god,Tamm

[tamara02]

H/L and Lori,He probably wont come back on anyways,unless his weirdo self does later on,Remember A few weeks ago,He cussed everyone ,then came back late in the middle of the night That;s when our big gut Tom kicked his ass,and so did 02bacs,you gals were sleepin,I just happened to wake up and take the momma dog out and got on my pc for a min,smoked a cigg,blah,blah,blah,Love ya thanks for listening,I havent slept yet since yesterdy morn.Im overly tired,Not sleepy,Have my second wind,I dont know for how long,Lori these pups are getting so big there eyes are half ways open and they are trying to walk ,each has a diff.personality,I've just got them abt.dowm pat,you know who's who and which one is the sweetest ,meanest,playful,etc....I'll get the pics up soon and e-mail each one to you w/a lil note about there personality,Tamm

[Baby Steps]

I Love you Girl!!! You are such an awesome kind loving person! And a hoot as well!!! Is that how they say it down south? Hoot? LOL I can't wait to see them. Oh that freak's mommy probably called him to din din! Ahahahaha LOL

Hugz,

Baby Steps

Clean Date 01/12/07

[hatelove percs]

man, since he says hes leaving then i just say adios amigo and leave it at that! TAMM: i didn't get the pics so i don't know what the prob is? god do u guys have some luck or what? i have walked the streets of san francisco, new york city, key west, florida, st. louis, springfield, i even got lost in east st.louis in my convertible!! (basically the ghetto) at night. never a problem once! i must be a lucky girl or i just look mean. actually i am really little, they must just assume i am packing or something. .lol. or just so stupid why mess with it. BOBBY: oh my i am so happy for you!!! u have a great time tonite and celebrate! u definately deserve it. i hope i feel that good in a week! i really haven't been thinking of pills as often as i have times before. omg. i went to pick up my daughter from her friends and decided to take my dog. her friend has this big pyrenese (SP?). my daughter opened her door and that huge dog pushed his way in towards my little pit bull who started panicking and diving for my lap. she actually peed herself. it was so pitiful. i started screaming and the girl comes out and gets the dog. hahaha. so much for pit bulls being attack dogs. lol. she was in a ball in my lap quivering. good grief. i should have got a picture of that to send to all these council people trying to out law them saying they are so mean and aggressive. []