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01-31-2007, 06:24 PM
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hey,wish I had my AIM going,then we could all chat together,maybe soon,My e-mail add,just incase this forum dissappears...tomandcarsonsmom@hotmail.com,,,,,,,, ,,Tamm  |
01-31-2007, 06:25 PM
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hey,wish I had my AIM going,then we could all chat together,maybe soon,My e-mail add,just incase this forum dissappears...tomandcarsonsmom@hotmail.com,,,,,,,, ,,Tamm |
01-31-2007, 06:26 PM
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It was doing the same thing last night, posted twice the same thing I wrote... |
01-31-2007, 06:36 PM
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Yes I'm leaving at 7....Ive been convincing myself all day to go |
01-31-2007, 06:48 PM
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Yeah!!!! New page ,looks like its back to normal.Satany...let us know how your meeting went,ok!!Have Fun ,Girl,Later Tamm |
01-31-2007, 08:31 PM
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Hello!!!! Is anyone home,yet I think this thing is back to normal,They say we might be getting some snow tonite,Lawrenceburg,Tn.is up above us and they will be getting the bad weather so we may get some snow,I want to go out and build a snowman,lol,Tamm,got to run to the store be back in a bit,hope they didn't run out of milk ,yet,,,,,, |
01-31-2007, 09:26 PM
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Tamm:
hey there. I wanted to comment on something you wrote a few posts back. You were talking about wanting to take a road trip to get away from your husband because he's so negative about everything. Then when you were talking about how you didn't appreciate his behavior and you felt irritated by it, you said you wish you didn't "have" to feel this way. I always make a comment to people when they say things like that because it isn't healthy. Don't take this the wrong way, I ofcourse mean no offense, just remember that you are in the situation you're in with your husband because "you" are choosing it. Nobody "makes" us do or feel anything, we need to "own" our feelings. People are always saying things like "such and such "made" me cry, or he or she "makes" me angry. These are just ways of not owning our behavior. People who are in bad relationships and continue to stay have only themselves to be upset with. Sorry if I'm ranting, I just really like to point these things out to people. Hope your having a great day with the pups! mike.
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01-31-2007, 09:35 PM
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I'm back! The meeting went great. Everyone there was really nice and welcoming. i was a nervous wreck going in but I made it |
01-31-2007, 09:40 PM
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Hi guys... how do you find these meetings? do they cost money? because I dont have any  I live in SLC |
01-31-2007, 10:00 PM
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Hi Unclenasty,No offense taken,I know I don't have to be in this relationship,I wish I would of left when my son was much younger,so he dosen't have to deal w/the pain,I came from a dysfunctional family unfortunately,so maybe I just can deal with the situation better,I'll tell you what !!A person that was raised in a good loving,healthy family,I don't think would be able to handle it,they would probably go nuts,which I know his 1st wife did,When I met him I drank ,took pills and now the more clean I get the fog is lifting and I can think more clearly,I'm gonna do 1 thing at a time and leaving him is on the list!!Our 4 yr old is just so crazy abt his daddy,I just really need to think it through ,how I'm going to handle the situation...wish me luck ,Love ya Tamm |
01-31-2007, 10:03 PM
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Hi,Santy,I told you everyone would be so nice,I really like going to them,kind of like church,you know when you walk out of the building you just feel so good inside...,,Darkshines what meetings are you talking abt.N/A and A/A.if so they are free and they are everywhere...Tamm |
01-31-2007, 10:07 PM
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Oh uncle nasty ya the pups are cute,I was holding one and it pooped allover my shirt and hand ,yuck,,,dont laugh to much,,,Tamm |
01-31-2007, 10:47 PM
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Hi,Babysteps(Lori),I got your e-mail,now I can put a face to the post,they are graet pics,Ya'll look so loving and happy,Im so proud for you,,,Yeah,The aim thing is still saying validating,and not doing anything else.Tamm |
01-31-2007, 10:50 PM
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hey , Tom are you still painting????? and kiadog that other page was so screwed up I didn't get a chance to say Way to go on what almost a month, That's Super!!! Keep it up ,dude[8D] |
01-31-2007, 11:01 PM
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Tamm- I got done about an hour ago and now my ass is beat! I did nothing but paint and move furniture all day. Quiting the anti d's is the 2nd best thing that I've done.1st is the methadone of course. I'm going to go to bed soon so I'll check back in tomorrow.Snooch! |
01-31-2007, 11:04 PM
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Hi Tom Glad you replyed,,hope you won't be to sore tomorrow,Have a good nites rest,Tamm |
01-31-2007, 11:32 PM
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Syd,Ihope everything goes well with your daughter,will keep ya'll in my prayers,Love ya Tamm |
01-31-2007, 11:34 PM
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Hey Ya'll ~ How is every little thing?? Well, after four hours at the doctors today we made it home. It ended up that my girl was in more respiratory distress than we realized and so she needed to do two treatments and she still wasn't getting enough oxygen to her blood so it was a looooooooooooong morning/afternoon. She is feeling better at this point though and she is started on some steroids so she will come around pretty quickly now. But OMG has she missed so much school. We are going to have to get her a tudor...UGH!!
Okay enough out of me....
I hope everyone is well and Congrats so much Kai your rockin' hard core!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hugs,
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02-01-2007, 02:03 AM
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Hi,is anyone up ,I know it is late ,but guess what it is snowing right now and its beautiful,especially if you haven't seen snow for a long time,My lil guy was up waiting for it to snow ,so we went outside (my hubbie is in bed sound asleep)got all bundled up first,momma dog and our prego cat also joined us out there they were having fun,laying in the snow,So anyways ,I went and found a box of clear x-mas lights and put them up on my 2 yr old weeping willow ,its rightin the middle of the yard,Heck I feel like putting all my x-mas lites on ,but people might think i'm crazy,right?? anyways I feel like i've been talking to my self today,I am glad everyone is buzy or resting,Hope everyone keeps up the good work!!!You know by summertime we should be in great shape,if we just stick to our plans....I know we won;t regret it,lifes to short, time to just enjoy it,Later Tamm |
02-01-2007, 02:33 AM
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hey TAMM: i just woke up. man, i bet it's for the the nite!!lol.i went to sleep at ten and that never happens. it is snowin here also and i wish i could feel like u do about it, but i double doo doo hate it!! i'm such a beach girl stuck in the midwest! haha. i was tellin my daughter at least we have rivers though!  u know what they say about xmas lights round here? it goes like this: if you leave your xmas lights up all year.......u might be a redneck. hahahhahahahaha.ok maybe it wasn't all that funny. all those jeff foxworthy jokes tick these people off here in the ozarks ] there is actually this beat up old pick up that drives around town that has spray painted on it: 68 plus one: get er donei am so not joking! |
02-01-2007, 02:52 AM
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Hey ,talk about rednecks,I live in the bible belt,heck they just started selling liquor on sundays just this past year!!lol its wild,I'm abeach girl too ,I miss the ocean so much,but im stuck here both my boys dad's live here.guess what I e-mailed morticia earlier and got a reply from her,she's doing great,I asked her to come on and surprize us and say hello to everyone ,I told her we all missed her ,so maybe she might,Tamm,,,,oh by the way I only put clear lites in my small weeping willow,it looks cool,people down the street have clear lites on there tree,keep them on all the time,restaurants do that and **************** around here have lots of clear lites on trees everywhere,there really are alot of rednecks around here ,though,I think some may be rubbing off on me ,hope not to much,I do ************rig things alot,lolTamm |
02-01-2007, 02:55 AM
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wonder why they blank out **************** and not words like ass or ************rig |
02-01-2007, 02:59 AM
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OK the word im trying to say starts with an H ,its a place where you stay when you go on vacation,has lots of rooms and the room keys have numbers on them,,,,how weird is that,lolTamm |
02-01-2007, 07:49 AM
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that is wierd they blank out that word. i have seen that before. strange! they do that light thing in the south it seems. u live in Bama, right? |
02-01-2007, 07:53 AM
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h/l yes I live in Ala.what jight thing ,I'm afraid to ask? |
02-01-2007, 08:07 AM
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tom316:
hey there. I was wondering if I could get your opinion on methadone. I am considering going on it, hopefully for a short amount of time, just to use it as a taper/detox med rather than a maintenence one. I have heard so many negative things about it and I am a bit apprehensive as a result. I have also heard, though, that if one is on it for a shorter amount of time that it isn't all that difficult to stop. I am using dilaudid right now, crushing them up and shooting them. I am using about 20 4mg pills a day. What do you think about my using methadone for say, 1 to 3 months? What do you think about methadone in general? How does it make you feel? Does it keep you satisfied enough that you don't have a lot of cravings? How do you feel physically all around while on it? Any answers to my questions and other info or opinions you have would be much appreciated! Thanks dog! mike. |
02-01-2007, 08:50 AM
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nymommy: Just wondering how the sleep thing is going? I haven't had a chance to post much lately as work has been horrific. You have been doing so great with the c/t from the sub!
LISA GIRL: Hope you Mom is doing well. You've really been through the meat-grinder lately and it's so good to read that you're handling it without the drugs.
lyds: What's your day-count? Stay strong girl!
baby steps: I can still hear you. The difference between our counts is razor-thin.
unclenasty: You're a German Shepherd fan as well? We're accumulating quite a group here. I've owned, trained and competed with them for better than 30 years now. What a great breed. They are so willing to please their handler. Very easy to train and the working lines that I train are tough as nails in the personal defense.
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02-01-2007, 08:53 AM
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hatelove: It's weird how the system will censor some words and not others. It won't let anyone post "b*i*t*c*h", as in a female dog, or the words h*o*t*e*l or c*a*s*i*n*o. Who knows how many others?
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02-01-2007, 09:00 AM
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BTW, Four weeks tomorrow! Yeah me!
I sure hope I never forget how difficult it has been this time. Much harder than any other time I've gone through this mess. I am finally getting past the chills which have consumed me for the last 28 days. Those were awefull!
Still quite a few sleep problems, mostly getting to sleep. Once I'm asleep I sleep pretty well for 5 to 6 hours and then it's over. Isn't it strange how we start listening to that voice,............ even though we know better, the one who says anything and everything to get us to restart down that destructive path?
I don't envy any of you who are dealing with the snow. Pretty to look at but it sucks to have to drive in it.
God Bless all of you. Draw near to Him and He'll draw near to you.
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02-01-2007, 09:05 AM
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Morning,Kiadog,congrats on the 4 weeks ,tomorrow,way to go!!! So proud for you,Have a great day ,Tamm | | |
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