the list goes on nothing prepares you for the withdrawal, it all just keeps coming and coming.
First the anxiety which equals cravings of a huge proportion
then the depression, boredom.
The insomnia seems to be on the demons high priority, trying to keep you awake at night just so you take something.
Then the restless leg syndrome, when you just cant stop moving them damn legs.
The motivation is zero, the lethargy is maximum.
All this because your brain was so used to opoids, and this is it letting you know its recovering, albeit in a bad way. There is plenty of advice here and elsewhere about this, but if you wanna talk on a personal level, I should be around somewhere. I cant sit still, so its between the PC and the sofa for me.
dont beat yourself up, its already going to get easier on you day by day. Unfortunately I cannot give you a set date, we are all different. I guess we are just one of the unlucky ones that have to live with the withdrawal for the time being. |