I started looking on the web tonight because I'm at my wit's end. I've been addicted to
hydrocodone and
morphine for months and months. This is day 1 for me of going "cold turkey". I can't tell anyone in my family about my problem. I suppose I just wanted to have some reassurance that these feeling I'm feeling right now will eventally get better. This is the first time I've really, really tried to quit. I just want to be back to the "old me". But I have to be honest, if someone offered me a
lortab, I'd take it right now. I just feel so helpless and don't want to do anything. Can't sleep, can't eat, don't feel like playing with my 3 yr. old daughter (we're currently staying at my parents so I do have help with her... could never tell my parents though...)
I suppose since tomorrow is only day 2, I can't expect it to be any better than today was, right?