Quote:
Originally Posted by magsj  Hi Everyone-
I want to appologize (particularly to Robert) for letting my emotions run amuck. I will make a concerted effort to reign them in .....
I sincerely hope I didn't discourage anyone 
Affectionately
mags |
hi mags ... one thing about this place is that we all have our own individual demons to deal with. Me included! I am a Christian and I've been clean a pretty long time now and you still see me totally lose my cool at times.
I don't mean to do it but it happens. I freak myself out sometimes, I can only imagine how others see it. But the bottom line is that we are all victims of drug dependency/addiction. For some of us like me it's gone on for a very long time.
It's very painful, it's emotionally draining, it makes us say and do things at times we don't mean and don't intend on doing.
I remember when I was in the process of getting clean I was nearly thrown out of a rehab for threatening the drs and nurses. They wouldn't give me my medication when I wanted it and I was ready to start slapping people. I can hardly believe that no one kicked my butt I was such a jerk. Even my own family was ready to blow me off for the way I was treating them.
You just focus on what you have to do to take care of mags! I had already forgotten anything that I might have been upset over. One thing I've learned in recovery and in my relationship with Christ is that I can not expect others to forgive me for the unimagineable things I've done if I can't forgive others. I am here for you if I can do anything whatsoever to help you. Don't worry about anything but getting through this taper as best you can. Thank you for your concern. You have a great day! God bless.
My Appologies 
Linear Mode
