this is my 4th day not 3rd--now i remember

[wareagle]

thanks so much cherish and cluelessnj---one thing that i have found is that talking with others is a great help. i so much wanted to go out and get some tabs yesterday, but i fought it off and am surly proud today. in fact i think i would have if i would have had any money, but my wife has smartly taken over the cash and bank accounts. this time has to be for real, i quite one time a few months ago and relapsed. does anyone else take trazadone to help with sleep, it really helps me. thanks again and lets keep talking.[^][^][^][^][^]

[ginafl2]

Hi Wareagle, I think you posted this to a whole nother thread. Anyway glad you are doing well. Not sure where you get your meds from, but you should seriously consider cutting off your sources. If it's doctor's, then tell them your problem. They will understand. If its friends, tell them you can't be friends for now or at lease until your cravings go away. And if it's dealers, lose their numbers and change yours. This sucks I had to di all of thee above at different times in my life. I ran into one of my old dealers the other day, I said hello and kept on walking. My cravings are rediculous right now but I know I will be O.K. because I have no source.