hi would just like you to know your are not alone, i was on morphin for 4 years taking 450ml every day, had a bad prolapsed disk which the doc failed to do anything about more
morphine is all he gave me as much as i wanted,but then went to a new doc got sent for an mri scan, only to be told they couldnt do anything as it wasnt bad enought to do an op, turns out it wasnt my scan he was looking at some sort of mix up bas****S .anways got a nother scan whiched showed the problem that was on a monday was on the op table monday afternoon pulled 2 disks out thats the good news, the doc the said i was to cut the morphine out, never gave me any advise but i was determend to get of it with or with out him it was with out him

ii went threw hell i wont kid you but its well worth it inthe long run, i am of it now for 10 days im still not 100% but its better than being a zombi, i missed the first 3 1/2 years of my son growing up all because the looked at the wrong scan.
but i was out with him today for a wee walk and i cant tell you what that felt like. was still shakin from the w/d but the fresh air and him walkin with me seamed to make it all go away. all i can say is stick to it it will get easyer
sorry for ramblin, but if you need to talk at anytime im online every day all day well till my boy comes home at half 3.
god bless and keep looking forward.