Thank you Dave and Kristy for your help. I drove to my doctors office on Friday and told her everything. She put me on a weaning dose of Darvan, a blood pressure patch, and also something for the stomach cramps. I will also be visiting their pain management program to talk to someone. The last
morphine pill that I took was 30 hours ago and I just have a bad headache (nothing like 3 day ago when I tried to stop cold turkey).
I do think the quick detox in great for most people, but I know I can do this by myself (w/ help from my dr.), and still enjoy my much needed 4 day trip. I want to stop taking these pills soooooo bad. I have 4 days before I fly out and hope that I will feel normal by then. So far, so good.
I think the biggest barrier for me was telling at least 1 person( a friend who has been clean for 7 years) about the addiction. I went thru 2 years of vicodin addiction and then switched to the morphine a little over a month ago. Until now, not 1 person knew I was taking these pills. With having someone to talk to, I feel like it is going to be easier.
Thank you again for responding to my post and i hope if you are using or recovering, you will continue to stay strong.
-A