Major Addiction I need Help

[th1234]

Ok this is going to sound crazy but this all started 8 months ago when I was 6 months pregnant. I had to have surgery and have a stent put in my uretha because of the baby. This was extremely painful. My doctor put me on Percocet daily, but promised me if I followed the dosage instructions my baby would be fine. I did follow the instructions and had a healthy baby in April. I had a C-section so I was given more Percocet when I left the hospital. Once I ran out I found myself wanting them so badly. Everything on my body hurt. For the last 3 months I have taken every pain pill I could find. I even searched ny best friends medicine cabinet last week hoping to find something. I found Tylenol#3 and was taking 7 to 10 at a time just to feel something. Now I don't have any, and I don't want to be addicted but I don't know what to do. That's all I can think about and everthing on my body aches. I have tried taking less and less but when I have them around I take them. Please someone tell me what to do. I don't want to feel this way. I don't want to want them, but the bad thing is If I had some now I probably would be taking them. How do I stop this. It is controlling my life.

Living a Lie

[Giacomo]

th1234 there is no easy way to put it ...you gotta go through the withdrawels ..the first 3 days is the worse then after that your mind will try and trick you that you can do it again but you cant ...also its your frame of mind in my case i had to clean my act up for someone special ...that has been the biggest help to me if you read my posts ( my day 2 ) things went from bad to worse after i detoxed and i did wind up takeing some oxicodone but the diffrence is my frame of mind i think i dident feel any withdrawels i just took what was needed to make me comfortable and that was it and yes i was abuseing my meds prior to my detox been abuseing them for 10 years and now i think that a good part is your mindset ..just find something to kick the pills for then focous on that and that only i know it may seem like words but trust me if i can do it you can too in your case id focous on your child good luck
Giacomo