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Old 09-29-2005, 05:06 PM
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Default A little bit of EVERYTHING, Bodyelectric :)

[quote]Originally posted by bodyelectric
Hey Krisy, and whoever else is up too late or too early,

Who knows if it it too early or too late, the ciber world and the ciber friends are like that, no schedules, no borders, no special times, in three words CIBER WORLD = Fantasy

I'm in the Pacific Coast time, is that too early or too late for you [?] and besides of the Pacific Coast time, i doo have odd schedules, specially after getting out the Methadone.

Good for you. I'm glad to see you're angry. It's an important part of the healing/grieving process, and key to your methadone recovery. Key to our Lexapro recovery, too. Are you going to NA? I go when I need a break from AA. Like most I'm dually addicted, not to methadone, but it doesn't really matter in my book.

Yes i'm angry, and as you well said it is not gonna take me far, only is taking my positive energy out of me, but right now, it helped me a lot, just seeing the face of the 'f..ing' doctor that put me where he put me ..... but as the Crhistian Healing Center lemma is (they together with my PP helped me to get out of Methadone) "if I don't forgive him, i will never forgive me ..." words of Jesus Christ !

Once you move through some of the anger, I hope you'll find that sueing the doctor will be a waste of time and money even if you win, not to mention feeding negative energy. Try to stay in the solution, not the problem. Your doctor was probably doing what he/she thought was best for you at the time, even though methadone is always a bad idea. So take care of yourself, okay? It sounds like you are. I can't remember whether methadone is an opiate or an opioid. Either way, an antidepressant can really help in the beginning of recovery.

Mooving through the 'anger' those are good, good words, MOOVING THROUGH ! wowwww i liked them, yes cuz right now there are two issues together, 'mooving' through the withdrawls and 'mooving' through the anger. But oh well, i already got through the worst, out completly of Methadone, i did it half & half, with my PP helps in taping me down, and at home alone, with the help of a friend, and nothing else, i never went to NA, so at the begining of September life was hell ! What it helped me was Xanax, but the best was Lorazepam (Ativan), because as i suffer of seizures, Ativan helps for the levels of Tegretol and helps Carbamazepine ... and also my doctor put me in Vicodin, very mild (2 a day 5/500) and with this i'm coming back to world. E.g. right now i could come back to work and after my experience, i never thought this would have possible.

Talk to you later on, i'm at work, and my boss is just about to walk in ....[:0]


You and everybody take care, and thanks for beeing at the other side of the monitor, "all you are part of all of us", and together we will do good[:I]

Kristy
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Old 09-30-2005, 04:25 AM
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I can't remember whether methadone is an opiate or an opioid.
Methadone is an opiate (narcotic) analgesics. Methadone works to treat pain by changing the way the brain and nervous system respond to pain.
But here is the problem, that doctors sometimes don't read or don't want to read, in my case when i mentioned i was a Tegretol person (Carbamazepine) he should have known better, cuz Carbamazepine works by 'changing or blocking the brain' so what it does, it prevents seizures, and what Methadone did, was 'blocked the Tegretol/Carbamazepine' so the worst was i did get the relap on the seizures, plus the addiction and then the withdrawls and then hell ! Now i'm clean of Methadone, at least got out of it, but the problem is that they haven't been able to regulate my brain so Tegretol/Carbamazepine worked as it did before the Methadone. Hope this doesn't take for ever. []

Either way, an antidepressant can really help in the beginning of recovery. Keep it open as an option for a safety net in case things get rough on your rollercoaster ride -- dealing with these Lexapro effects is nothing in comparison to dealing with a relapse. I promise you that antidepressants won't cause you to steal, cheat, lie, sell your body or end up in handcuffs in a state-sponsored taxi. If you relapse on methadone or switch drugs, all bets are off, as you well know. I'd be happy to chat with you more about this, but not on this forum. It's for Lexapro issues. Feel free to email me directly, or we can start another topic discussion somewhere else about antidepressants and substance abuse recovery.

Now they are trying with Xanax (Alprazolam), but i still think that Lorazepam (Ativan)works better, because this one helps for seizures at the same time, and Xanax helps for Panic Attacks, which in my case I think some doctors are confused, when I tell them I have a relap on my seizures, they go on, and on, and on ..... that they are Panic Attacks. [:0] and then is when we start on 'chasing circles' and the cicle of discussion goes on and on ....

Antidepressants, i had a horrible episode with Zoloft, they put me in about 3 years ago, i had all the side effects you can imagine, went back to the doctor, and she said 'give it time' so I did, after 10 days I had a constant diarrhea, was completly out of focus, tremor, headache and long etcetera ... that finally took me to the ER, and that was the end of Zoloft, and the little withdrawls i had, wasn't nothing compare to the side effects.

I have been following very closely all what you and everybody writes about Lexapro, cuz when i started to get out of Methadone, they offer me the Lexapro, and for one reason or the other, I was scared to it, and never took it, there it is somewhere in a drawer ....

I relapsed on smoking while trying to come off this stuff for the 2nd time back in May

I can't say I relapsed on smoking, cuz i never quit it and honestly now I think that after going through the 'devil pills', cigarrets are as candy.

Feel free to email me directly, or we can start another topic discussion somewhere else about antidepressants and substance abuse recovery

The same goes for you, and i will be more than happy to offer myself as a person that could help others to get out of the [f**] pills, and I promised myself that if I ever get out completly and beeing able to control my pain in level 3-4 with alaternative medicine, i will start working as a volunteer in Healling Centers and Detox Centers and those for low income people, cuz the ones that you pay $1,200 or more for 5 days are easy to find, but finding the help we all need, when the income is low, those are the hard to find.

Take care !

Kristy
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