[johnnny]

i havent been on because i just met this girl shes incredible shes christian and shes been through the same strict sheltered childhood i went through i think this could be good for me because i really care about her and i know she cares about me too but i dont know if i can tell her my problems i havent taken anything in 4 days i just take a quarter to help me sleep all the girls ive ever been with took drugs and drank so i was always at parties and couldnt get away from it but with her its the difrent because she doesnt do drugs or drink and when we go out its just me and her so maybe this is my way out i probly sound stupid but im christian too and i have preyed for help and i dont know sorry i know i sound totally wierd but im also happy so anywayssss goodluck me

[cluelessNJ]

Johnny,
4 days is great! I'm glad you found what will work for you! I think religion is a great thing to turn to. She sounds like a great girl! Good luck! Keep me posted on how you are!

Not so clueless,

CLEAN DATE 1/23/06

[Junkie781]

Dude - you can quit this thing if you're down to a quarter of a biscuit daily....the rest of the physical battle will be tough for a few days, maybe a week, but then *physically* you'll have it beat.

After that, I would suggest finding a substance abuse counselor to talk to, or perhaps checking out an NA meeting....either way, you should try to avoid relying on just yourself to stay clean.

Keep us posted and cograts on the 4 days!

B

[johnnny]

can u get fevers from withdrawls im feeling really sick dont know if i just caught something or what sore throat feverish dont know but the quarter is helping me alot i dont really feel any bad withdrawls like if i was taking nothing i kinda feel it but not like a stoned feeling

[cluelessNJ]

Johnny,
Whats up? How are you? I didn't see this post until just now. Let me know how everything is going. Yes it can feel like a cold.

Not so clueless,

CLEAN DATE 1/23/06

[hensleyhill]

Amen Johnny,

I suggest you read your bible everday. Let the Power of God help you to get through your struggle.Remember if you you have the faith of a mustard seed you can move mountains! Congratulations on your 4 days and your new friend. Concentrate on eliminating your addiction. You will always have an addictive personality. But that can be a good thing if you allow that to happen.