[imtrying]

hey ive been reading this site for the last 2 days, i have moved to North carolina and with that i have not brought enough drugs to keep me occupied and feeling "normal". I ran out 2 days ago. It is hell!. i have been on hydrocodone, oxycodone, oxycontin. pretty much anything that was out there for about a year and a half, but pretty much hard core for my whole senior year. Im 18 now and going to be going to college in the fall. i wanne get threw these withdrawls in the worst way, i cant sleep, eat, the muscles and aching is killing me. Ive bene home from work for 2 days saying it is the flu. I just could not live with myself seeing the look on my parents face when i told the i had a problem and needed help, therefore i need to do this on my own. its hard cause i dont really have any freinds here in NC, im just here for the summer, moving back in a few weeks. i need some support from ppl that have been there. help!