[hatnhydros]

Well here it is 5oclock n the morning est.I really screwd up I was doing good I thought and not even 24 hrs and I took pills. I hate myself now I'm wide awake and all I can think about is how freaking stupid I am gosh why did I get myself into ths mess.well I took some melontine or how ever u spell it and try to go back to sleep hope I can talk with u guys in the morning.computer hugggssss

[hadenough2009]

Don't beat yourself up. The important thing is that you're trying and you want to get off the pills. Maybe the cold turkey way isn't working for you and you need to taper. Keep in mind that lots of people need help getting and staying off drugs. You have a great support system here. Good luck!!!

[hatnhydros]

Thank you hadenough I think I'm am going to taper I just need to figure out how to do it the rite way.thanks again...computer hugggg to u