I'm addicted to Vicodin 10's too.
I'm on 4 per day. I have my mother or sister hold them because if i get ahold of them, I'll take 10-15 per day. I also abused
Adderall like that before. And i abused them both at the same time.
Now, when i added Vodka to the mix, That was when my mom jumped in and threatened to tell me doctor if i didn't quit drinking. Thank god she cared enough for me to do that, or the Vodka would've killed me by now, mixing it with all those pills.
But look man, If you want to quit, You can. If you don't want to quit, There is not use trying too.
Addiction is a sickness, But it's the only sickness that only you can control and tell to go away, When you want too.
You can go too all of the best rehab centers in the world. But if you don't want to quit, You're never going to quit until you're willing.