hey, just saw this thread after posting a similar one in the "featured drugs" section...I want to stop too but havent been able to get below 4 mg/24-36 hrs, and I dont know anyone who has...sorry to hear its been that rough for you, I think we all believe(or are sold...) the dream that its so much easier to quit
suboxone than oxy or heroin...if that is true how come everyone I know that started sub is still on it or relapsed? Yet I know alot of people who quit narcotics cold turkey and have stayed clean...
I am starting to think that it wouldve been better to stop cold, suffer the withdrawl and be done with it...starting to think that sub is only postponing the inevitable pain of withdrawl from narcotics. Just substituting one addiction for another(albeit a much less expensive and destructive one), is not what my goal was when I decided to get clean.
I planned on using sub as a step in getting clean, not a lifetime maintenance program...
Also I feel bad for you because your habit was not too bad before, it would have been alot easier for you to quit your oxy habit cold turkey at 80mg/day than to try and taper off of 24mg/day of buprenorhine(which as you know by now is WAY more potent and long lasting than oxy)...you might have been sick for a week or so but that wouldve been it pretty much(I know because the first time I quit oxy was after a year of using 80mg/day, this was years ago and I never even heard of sub so I did it cold turkey and it wasnt too bad, but it was still bad enough for me to stay clean 5 years before starting again...
Good luck and try to stay strong and off the sub...please post again and let us know how its goin...