Bravo, I feel bad for you, and I know how hard it is. The few times I skipped days, etc. I felt like I was sweating really bad, and just felt funny all around. I know from talking with others who jumped at the suggested .50mg, or .25mg still had sweating, sleepless nights, and all the other symptoms for days, even weeks. Then after that it can come in waves, where one day you feel good, and the next day not so good at all. Not sure what you jumped from, but 3 years of
suboxone is a long ass time, and 2 weeks off of it is such a major accomlishment, but not very long in the big picture. This drug has so many facets, and it is such a relatively 'new drug' nobody has all the answers, and documentation is limited. That si why this forum, this site is the absolute best source of knowledge and first hand experience I have found. The only thing i can reccomend is to keep staying clean, drink tons of water, take vitamins, eat healthy, and excercise everyday, as much as possible. I would even try to go to a steam room, and get messages if you can. For me, I participate in sweat lodge ceremonies often, and that helps me physically, mentally, and spiritually. Filling that void is such a crucial part of the recovery process, and everyone has to find what works best for them. I need my spirituality, my prayer, my NA meetings, my family, wife, and kids, everyday just to make this whole thing possible. I knwo that doesn't answer all the physical aspects to what you a suffering from, but it all starts there for me. The body will follow. When man or woman disconnects with nature, sin is innevitable. So I suggest you get as close to nature and healthy relationships as you can. Hang in there man, it will get better, just takes time. all the will.