I already told you that I would help you with the Ashton Method if you want to do it. Here is my concern though. You have almost two weeks under your belt. If you order
valium/diazepam online it will likely take several days anyway to receive it. You will almost be past this by the time you get the meds. At least I would think so. Seems you would be going backwards at that point as you will have almost three weeks clean by then. Just my way of thinking.
I don't recommend buying anything on the street but if you can get a couple
xanax somewhere and get to the dr at least see what she suggests first. It would help if the dr was in your court when you began with the Ashton Method. She could prescribe your meds much more easily than you buying them online or on the street. If you just want to go ahead with the Ashton Method that is your call. You need to get the valium and when you have them we can move forward. Let me know what you decide. God bless.