[mslibo]

hi, i have been on a whole bunch of stuff, mostly narcs.
i have a quick question.

1. Between ativan xanax and valium, and alprazolam which is the most effective drug? i have been on ativan for over 2 years now, and it doesnt help anymore. before that i was on alprazolam and when i took that i couldnt talk or walk. which med is the one that will make my anxiety go away and make me feel ok, so i can function?

2. i really believe i need to be on a anti depressent like zoloft or something i am having a really bad time right now with depression, and i mean bad.
i am worried that if i say something to doc to try and get some anti depresents, that he will take me off the narcs.

what do you all think, besides the ativan i take 100 15mg oxycodones right now, how should i ask him, adn do you think he will take me off the narcs.
i am hooked to no end. but i need something for the depression???

also do you all think getting on oxycontin will help me not to abuse the drug as long as i dont chew it, i figure that way it releases small amounts during the day?

i could really use your advice.

thanks