[tommyboy5]

i am so tired of being in pain all day and sitting in this damn house. its hell being in a ********ing wheel chair most of the time. and not having anybody to even talk to. if i had known i was going to end up like this i would have never got married and had children. do you know how hard it is having to ask somebody else to teach youre son the things that you where taught by youre father? and being a damn embarrasment? having youre kids to ask you to pick them up a block away from school so the other kids dont make fun of their father and how fat and crippled he is?? youre doctor doesnt even care enough to do a damn heart test on you for having chest pains?? praying that somebody calls or comes by just to act like they care?? i guess thats why drugs became my best friend. suicidal no just tired.

[melinda7.5]

Hi tommboy
the only thing I can say I have a dear friend that has ms and she is now in a wheel chair and can not breath...she just prayers that the good lord will let her stay around long enough to get her daughter raised.
It is very sad...but try to find the good things in life at least you can still pick up your kids....
try to find the good that you still have...
Wish you all the luck...
Melinda

[KMH120]

Tommy it sounds like you are going through a very rough time and I am sorry for that. You have children and you must stay strong for them. I know life is very difficult but you are not alone in this. There are many people with the same problems as you and maybe you could find a support group in your town. Suicide is not the answer! I know if you have kids you must love them and you don't want them to grow up without a fater and leave them wondering what they did wrong. Stay strong and love your children, they need their father.