First let me start off with a little history. Through several car accidents and years as a contactor I damaged my back. Lately my back pain has been getting worse. I have been suffering with pain on and off but lately it has been getting worse. I went to see my doctor (hands down the best doctor out there) and I hold a very low opinion of most doctors. When I first arrived about a year ago she put me on Vicodin. Let me tell you something, Vicodin is the greatest drug out there (in the beginning). All of my pain was eliminated and I felt great! I could do anything! Then a few months later 2 a day wasn’t as effective as it use to be. So she upped the does to 3 a day, then 5 a day. I was on Vicodin for about 9 months. I remember when I was in “Real pain” I would chew 8 or 9 up at a time just to make the pain go away. I decided about a 3 may 4 weeks ago that if the Vicodin isn’t working for pain, then why am I taking it? Am I talking it just to take it? So I decided to go off of it. (A great resolution at the bottom
For a moment I would like to discuss addiction. It seems frustrating that on these sites there is more addicts then people in “real pain.” I suffered from addiction but it started out because of legitimate pain. If you are looking to stop taking Vicodin here is my advice: First do not quit cold turkey, I do not think it is life threatening to quick cold turkey but the withdrawals are hell. Depending on how much you are taking you can expect diarrhea (every hour if not more), throwing up, your body will hurt, and when I say hurt, I mean it hurts so bad that your skin will hurt. EXTREME fatigue, and overall just the feeling that you wish you would just die. It is extreme painful. Now this is if you are talking 6-10+ a day of 5/500. Most people say of 7-10 days then it’s out of your system and you’re good to go.
So here I am, 5 vics a day, extreme back pain and 5 -6 vics a day not even toughing the pain. What to do?
When I decided that the Vicodin just wasn’t cutting it I decide to give it all up and go back to drinking. I tapered off Vicodin, so I would not get sick. When I say sick I mean violently ill. Even thought you wont be throwing up you will feel depressed, fatigued and full of anxiety.
I went to the doctor and told her I weaned myself off the Vics but I am still in pain. I told her I felt depressed and full of anxiety. So here is what she gave me:
(Daily does)
1mg of
xanax Wellbutrin
(some other med for blood pressure)
Let me tell you something, most (not all) of my back pain when away. I have never felt better in my life. Vicodin makes you happy but it is a very “Fake” happiness. I realize the wellbutrin takes a few weeks to kick in, but the xanax has changed my life. I feel alive and happy again. Has anyone had a bad experience with xanax or wellbutrin?