[bythegraceofgodneveragain]

Well i went like 17 days without using percs then i got sick maybe just in my mind and went to er and got percs i used about 40 of them over a few days then stopped for three days then went to er cause i fell and they doped me out of my mind through iv but i didnt get any pills so today is my 6 day since going to hospital and i am wondering what will happen next i am puttin all my courage in god and i hope that you all ask him for help too ........ i am using xanax to sleep at night cause i couldnt sleep at all and i couldnt handle that lunesta also helped me but it is too expensive i really need to know when life will start to feel better my moods are all over the place and i am gonna start intensive outpatient treatment soon so i will be happy if it helps that is..........please someone tell me when this vicious cycle will end.....