[gya321]

Hey alright I need to post so I am. I am a heroin/opiate addict been clean for a year and a half. But for the last couple months Ive been getting medications online such as valium, soma, restoril, and ultram ( the non narcotic, non addictive medicine). I will buy a prescription for a 100 dollars then take one dose of it and flip out and flush the rest down the toilet. I must have 2 personalities. Ive done this like 7 times already so Im wasting alot of money. But heres what is getting me Ive been taking ultram only on saturday for about 6 weeks and it was fine and nice until I took it saturday and sunday last-last weekend and then felt a little odd through the week and last week took it just friday and Now its monday and Im missing work and feel like ****. Ive actually been throwing up and the whole deal, who would have thought. So I just flushed my remaining 28 out of 30 ultrams down the toilet again. Now I have nothing and plan to keep it that way.

Any comments, advice or questions are appreciated.