Hi Gabe
My son was 15 when he was diagnosed with panic disorder the doctor put him on
Paxil and it helped him...
Your doing the right thing just keep talking it down...
There are a lot of books out there to help you understand what is going on and they help you calm your fears and when you get a panic attack you can just say oh it's just a panic attack and move thru it. If you want to know the good books let me know...
your right they wont hurt you...It just feels like it

Talk to you later, Melinda