 | | 
09-27-2009, 03:16 AM
| | Member | | Join Date: Feb 2009
Posts: 98
| |
Hi Roberet. Doctors decided Tamzepam was best for me because I could not get on with Valium. Just made me want to sleep all the time. I am suppose to take 40mg at night. Doc says he prefers the energetic charge you get in the morning from the Temazepam over the valium  . Like I said my days with it are coming to an end...only going to use it if I really need it now. I slept ok last night without it, so I will see how the rest of this taper goes. What is the next step? Am I to start skipping days soon? Do I need to feel 100% or as close to good as possible before we start. Yes I'm in the UK, England actually. Have a happy Sunday.  |
09-27-2009, 09:47 AM
| | Diamond Elite | | Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: Pacific Northwest
Posts: 8,847
| |
I have sleep disorders and temazepam is one of my scripts. But I only take it occasionally. In my experience if I take it often it stops working.
Once you get your dose down to .5mg or less and feel up to it we'll start the day-skipping process. You've got to help me at this point. We get so close to the end and if I have to count on you to tell me what's happening. It's easy on high doses but this is where we have to really work together.
I will be going to church as we always do on Sunday mornings. So if I miss you I'll be back about noon or 1:00 our time. Just let me know what you think and tell me when you think you're ready to start skipping. We can always back off if you start too soon. God bless.
__________________
I am not a dr. My statements are based on years of experience and related education. Consult with the professional of your choice regarding matters of concern. |
09-27-2009, 01:25 PM
| | Member | | Join Date: Feb 2009
Posts: 98
| | 
It's early evening day 6 at .375g. The restlessness has gone but I am still aware of some mild bone pain. I have more energy today but nowhere near as much as I would have normally. My instinct is to wait a couple more days but if you think it is best to move forward, then move forward I will.
Insomnia is the pits, nothing worse than sleep deprivation and it plays havock with anxiety. My OCD is way worse if I'm not sleeping well. I know I'm close Robert but I am wracked with fear that I won't be able to do this. Bone pain was the worse symptom for me during CT...It's mild now but I worry it will worsen. I have to keep reminding myself that it will be ok, I have a lot of faith in you, which is odd considering I have never met you because unfortunately life has made me untrusting in nature.  You talk a lot about God. I wish I could find him and feel close to him like you do. I used to many years ago, I had so much faith, I was not a church goer but I was a believer and I used to pray and was sure of his presence. Then one day it was gone and I could not understand why it did not feel the same. I have sometimes felt that he turned his back on me and I wonder where I went wrong.  |
09-27-2009, 04:09 PM
| | Diamond Elite | | Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: Pacific Northwest
Posts: 8,847
| |
After hearing your update there is no way you're ready yet to start skipping days. I think you're looking at a couple more days AT LEAST and even then you may want to taper down the dose ONE more time. No reason after all this for you to make yourself sick. Just hang in there and keep talking to me. God bless.
__________________
I am not a dr. My statements are based on years of experience and related education. Consult with the professional of your choice regarding matters of concern. |
09-27-2009, 04:12 PM
| | Member | | Join Date: Feb 2009
Posts: 98
| |
Thanks Robert, will keep you updated. |
09-29-2009, 08:30 AM
| | Member | | Join Date: Feb 2009
Posts: 98
| |
Yesterday was probably the worse day for me so far regarding the bone pain. Despite that, I have to add that it was nothing compared to CT. I suppose I panicked a bit because I thought I was getting worse and it was day seven, I was expecting to be much better. Anyway, I woke up this morning feeling pretty much the same but 30 mins after taking the Sub I was feeling great. It's 1.30pm and I am still feeling good. OK I still have a LITTLE bone pain but my energy levels are quite good. I feel like I have turned a corner. 
Last edited by NikNak1; 09-29-2009 at 08:42 AM.
|
09-29-2009, 09:40 AM
| | Diamond Elite | | Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: Pacific Northwest
Posts: 8,847
| |
Quote:
Originally Posted by NikNak1  Yesterday was probably the worse day for me so far regarding the bone pain. Despite that, I have to add that it was nothing compared to CT. I suppose I panicked a bit because I thought I was getting worse and it was day seven, I was expecting to be much better. Anyway, I woke up this morning feeling pretty much the same but 30 mins after taking the Sub I was feeling great. It's 1.30pm and I am still feeling good. OK I still have a LITTLE bone pain but my energy levels are quite good. I feel like I have turned a corner. |
There you go!  Now let's give it 2-3 days with you being stable, then you can reduce the dose again as we talked about before. Just stay in touch and let me know how you're doing. God bless.
__________________
I am not a dr. My statements are based on years of experience and related education. Consult with the professional of your choice regarding matters of concern. |
10-01-2009, 09:33 AM
| | Member | | Join Date: Feb 2009
Posts: 98
| |
Hello. Still doing ok. Went to bed at 9pm last night and did not wake until 6 this morning. Still have some mild bone pain but nothing to complain about really. Energy seems to be going in spurts but I am grateful for them. I've got a personal trainer booked for Saturday afternoon so I was kind of hoping to reduce again from Sunday. I was suppose to start training last Saturday but I had to cancel the day before because I was so tired and I don't really want to let him down again. I'm getting close now...hope I'll be ok. What is the next step Robert? Hope you and yours are well.
Nickie
Last edited by NikNak1; 10-01-2009 at 10:33 AM.
|
10-01-2009, 09:58 AM
| | Diamond Elite | | Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: Pacific Northwest
Posts: 8,847
| |
Quote:
Originally Posted by NikNak1 Hello. Still doing ok. Went to bed at 9pm last night and did not wake until 6 this morning. Still have some mild bone pain but nothing to complain about really. Energy seems to be going in spurts but I am grateful for them. I've got a personal trainer booked for Saturday afternoon so I was kind of hoping to reduce again from Sunday. I was suppose to start last Saturday but I had to cancel the day before because I was so tired and I don't really want to let him down again. I'm getting close now...hope I'll be ok. What is the next step Robert? Hope you and yours are well.
Nickie | Nickie ..... I would round the next taper off at .25mg .... it's a little over a 25% reduction but I feel confident you'll do fine. Stay there until you're comfortable and then we should start the day skpping process. At that point you're basically two weeks from being done and totally clean if you follow the instructions. Keep me posted how you're doing. I'm here for you moving forward. God bless.
__________________
I am not a dr. My statements are based on years of experience and related education. Consult with the professional of your choice regarding matters of concern. |
10-01-2009, 10:29 AM
| | Member | | Join Date: Feb 2009
Posts: 98
| |
Robert, I just read you had the flu ...Really hope you get better soon. .25 it is then.  will keep you posted.
Rubydean, if you are around and you read this, I was just wondering how you are doing...hope things are good with you. |
10-01-2009, 10:51 AM
| | Diamond Elite | | Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: Pacific Northwest
Posts: 8,847
| |
Nickie .... thanks for the get well wishes. I'll take them graciously as I hate this mess. But I'll make it. I hope that today is better.
You shouldn't have any significant problems at .25mg so just RELAX. You'll be okay. God bless.
__________________
I am not a dr. My statements are based on years of experience and related education. Consult with the professional of your choice regarding matters of concern. |
10-09-2009, 09:09 AM
| | Member | | Join Date: Feb 2009
Posts: 98
| |
Sorry for not posting for a while. Saturday evening I was feeling a bit rough. When I woke up Sunday I felt even worse, turned out I had Swine Flu. I was really pissed because I was due to reduce the sub on Sunday but then I thought blow it, there always seems to be something that gets in the way, if it wasn't Swine Flu it would have been something else so I went ahead and reduced anyway. I did .25 for 5 days (Sunday to Thursday) and then today I skipped a dose and plan to take .25 tomorrow.
Does that sound right Robert? Not really sure where to go from here. Hope you are well. Also, found out they do .4mg Sub here...but my doc will not prescribe it because she wants me to stay on 4mg for at least another year??? I have so many Subs stashed I could open up my own pharmacy. They just have no idea here. A girl I've known since primary school tried to get on Sub after seeing how well I was doing. Unfortunately she was refused and put on a methadone program. Now they have told her she will probably be on it for life. I can’t help her out because she is all tied up with Social Services and they test her regularly, plus I know it’s illegal. Also as bad as it may sound I have to distance myself from her, I just can not be around users at the moment (she still does other stuff), it's just too much temptation.
Last edited by NikNak1; 10-09-2009 at 09:26 AM.
|
10-10-2009, 11:35 AM
| | Platinum Member | | Join Date: Aug 2008
Posts: 3,472
| |
Hi Nickie
I wanted to jump in and tell you what a great job you are doing...
and say Hi...
how are you doing...
Talk to you soon, Melinda |
10-10-2009, 02:14 PM
| | Diamond Elite | | Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: Pacific Northwest
Posts: 8,847
| |
Quote:
Originally Posted by NikNak1 Sorry for not posting for a while. Saturday evening I was feeling a bit rough. When I woke up Sunday I felt even worse, turned out I had Swine Flu. I was really pissed because I was due to reduce the sub on Sunday but then I thought blow it, there always seems to be something that gets in the way, if it wasn't Swine Flu it would have been something else so I went ahead and reduced anyway. I did .25 for 5 days (Sunday to Thursday) and then today I skipped a dose and plan to take .25 tomorrow.
Does that sound right Robert? Not really sure where to go from here. Hope you are well. Also, found out they do .4mg Sub here...but my doc will not prescribe it because she wants me to stay on 4mg for at least another year???: I have so many Subs stashed I could open up my own pharmacy. They just have no idea here. A girl I've known since primary school tried to get on Sub after seeing how well I was doing. Unfortunately she was refused and put on a methadone program. Now they have told her she will probably be on it for life. I can’t help her out because she is all tied up with Social Services and they test her regularly, plus I know it’s illegal. Also as bad as it may sound I have to distance myself from her, I just can not be around users at the moment (she still does other stuff), it's just too much temptation. |
Here is the skipping process for you. Take your dose, then skip one day. Take your dose and then skip two days. Take your dose and then skip three days. Take your dose and then skip four days.
After four days you've allowed enough time to compensate for the half life of subs and you are totally clean provided you aren't having any w/d symptoms. Keep me posted as you do the process. If you have any bad problems you can always take a .25mg sliver and pick up the next day where you left off. God bless.
__________________
I am not a dr. My statements are based on years of experience and related education. Consult with the professional of your choice regarding matters of concern. |
10-11-2009, 07:32 AM
| | Member | | Join Date: Feb 2009
Posts: 98
| |
Hi Robert,I thought I read you were away for a few days. Have you seen the knee specialist yet?
I just lost two long posts...my blooming laptop keeps switching off, Darling daughter is letting me use hers but not for too long coz she's got to get back on facebook lol. My Son is on Runescape this morning so there is no point asking him. He would stay on there all day if I let him, I really have to put my foot down with it. I just don't think it's healthy having kids sit at a computer all day...my stupid thought for buying him his own I suppose . Then if it's not Runescape, it's Wii, Playstation, PSP or DS and to add to it darling fiance has just bought an Xbox 360 elite because apparently the graphics are better. I had an argument with one of my brothers yesterday, well not really an argument, he won't talk to me because I still keep in contact with his ex and he wants the family to have nothing to do with her. He also does not speak to my other brother over different issues. I'm going off track a bit here but I have to tell this story as it's remarkable. 3 weeks ago my brother (the one who is not talking to me), takes his new girlfriend on holiday to Sharm El Sheikh, not knowing that my other brother was already there on holiday with his girlfriend or that his ex and her friends were also there on holiday. The ex spotted my brother with his new girlfriend at a market and my brothers ended up on the same flight home but refused to speak to each other. What are the chances of that happening? None of them had ever been there before and we all live in England so it's not like it's just up the road. Anyway, as I was saying, I had this thing with my brother yesterday. It really upset me and I ended up drinking two and a half bottles of red wine last night after the kids went to bed. I'm such an a hole at times, I was doing so well up until now. I am so ill this morning but I'm sure some of it is withdrawal. I don't know whether to have a hare of the dog or a slither of Sub. My bones hurt, I'm sneezing, sweating and I have to keep stretching out. Also my heart keeps going ten to the dozen but that might be something to do with ephedrine. I read somewhere that Ephedrine helped with withdrawal so I ordered some on line. I took it for the first time yesterday (should have known better I know) and lets just say I will not be taking it again. I was a speed freak years ago with a seven year addiction to Dex and while ephedrine is not as strong it sure has a similar effect. In the end Dex use to just Mong me out and I would get all starey, paranoid and depressed. I can kind of understand (although I'm against it) why they prescribe it for hyper active kids, it kind of works in reverse. Those were nasty days. I use to sit outside the chemist in my car waiting for all the "junkies" to cash their scripts. They would sell the Dex and do their Amps. I use to go round to this guys house as I knew which day he got his script. I would be waiting outside when he got back from the chemist. I'd go up to his flat and he would be so desperate he would just drop his trousers in front of me and inject in the groin. Sometimes there would be a few of them, all dropping there trousers and injecting. His arms were such a mess, saw him miss a few times, not a pretty sight. It was such a sad situation and the worst thing was I did not give a ********. I thought I was better than that...I wasn't a junkie ....I didn't inject. Who the F did I think I was...I did not care about this person. He could have died right there in front of me and I probably would have just taken the Dex and went on my merry way. You know, I don't even think I knew his name, I don't remember it anyway, only that he was Polish. I was on near 30+ a day back then and yet I refused to see I had a problem. I was respectable, lol. Sometimes I think I deserve to suffer for being such a heartless **********( Drugs can really change a person. Sweat is dripping off me here. |
10-11-2009, 07:48 AM
| | Member | | Join Date: Feb 2009
Posts: 98
| |
Hi Melinda, only just saw your post. Not too good today . Thanks for asking, it's real kind of you. I'm trying to pray more, be a better person, you know. How are you doing? I know you had some surgery not that long ago. Are you all good now? Hope so.
Last edited by NikNak1; 10-11-2009 at 07:51 AM.
|
10-11-2009, 01:25 PM
| | Member | | Join Date: Feb 2009
Posts: 98
| |
Can't stop crying today, feel like such a waster. Darling daughter has taken over today, she even cooked the roast. Makes me feel so bad seeing her do all the stuff I am suppose to be doing, it breaks my heart. I normally force myself no matter what to get things done but I just can't function today. My girl will be 18 in two days, she is such a good girl...I hate letting her down. She said to me "come on mum get up and have a bath it will make you feel better", she even run it for me, bless her. I sat in it for two hours sobbing like a baby. I'm so hot and sweaty and irritable, I can't stand anyone near me so I've been in my bedroom all day.
Last edited by NikNak1; 10-11-2009 at 01:33 PM.
|
10-11-2009, 03:48 PM
| | Member | | Join Date: Feb 2009
Posts: 98
| |
Robert I just feel too rough. Maybe I rushed in too quickly and pushed myself too hard and it's all caught up with me. I never gave myself a chance to recover properly from Swine Flu and then on top of that the binge drinking episode...I'm just wacked out. Not sure what to do? It is nearly 9pm here. Should I wait until the morning and then go back to .25 for a few days. I need to be up and about tomorrow. Sorry for wasting your time. |
10-11-2009, 04:08 PM
| | Diamond Elite | | Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: Pacific Northwest
Posts: 8,847
| |
NikNak ...... You're not wasting my time. If no one had any troubles with all this there wouldn't be any reason for me to be here. Think about that realistically for a second. I think that you should hold off doing the day-skipping for now. If you haven't taken any subs yet today you should probably go ahead and take a dose now. And don't be ashamed of it, just get a grip on yourself and focus on doing the next right thing. You aren't in a speed contest. If it all takes a little extra time so what? Main thing is that you cross the finish line in one piece, you end up clean and emotionally stable.
Let yourself get healthy first, please LAY OFF the binge drinking as that is so counterproductive while you're in the middle of this process at least, and get yourself smoothed out. Stay at the .25mg dose until we agree together that it's time to move forward to skipping days. You're at a small dose, not any amount that is something to be ashamed of. Just take your time and don't put yourself in misery unnecessarily.
Take your dose tomorrow and let me know how you're doing sometime during the late afternoon when you get a chance. With our time difference late afternoon there would be very early morning here so it may take me a little bit to reply to your post. But cut yourself some slack, do the next right thing and try to force yourself to give what I'm telling you a chance to work.
I'll check on you tomorrow. And I am here to help you any way that I can. I mean that. God bless.
__________________
I am not a dr. My statements are based on years of experience and related education. Consult with the professional of your choice regarding matters of concern.
Last edited by Robert_325; 10-11-2009 at 04:10 PM.
|
10-11-2009, 05:10 PM
| | Member | | Join Date: Feb 2009
Posts: 98
| |
Thanks for the kind words. you do not know how much I appreciate your help. Just took .25 and will continue to do so tomorrow until you say otherwise. I will keep you informed as to how I am doing. |
10-11-2009, 11:14 PM
| | Platinum Member | | Join Date: Aug 2008
Posts: 3,472
| |
Hi NikNak
I hope your having a better night, sounds like you were having a rough day.
My daughter is going to be 18 next month, is she the baby of the family or do you have more little ones...
It sounds like you are really blessed with your daughter...I am to
When I have a bad day I think about Amanda and how lucky I am to have her as a daughter...that alone makes me want to be a better person...
and it gives me the strength to make it thru another day with a smile...
your daughter sounds like a very sweet girl and I think your really lucky to have her...She even got your bath ready for you ...LOL...wow she is a good girl...
I'm doing good from the surgery, but it seemed like forever before I got well again...I have started to go out and go running again...I put on a few pounds after the surgery YIKES ...I don't need to get that started...LOL
Girl Ill tell ya if I drank now...I would be in bed for three days...Im just to old to do that...LOL
I know your having a hard time right now But you have done so well...it wont be long and your going to be able to hold your head HIGH and say I DID IT ...
Talk to you soon, Melinda |
10-12-2009, 05:42 AM
| | Member | | Join Date: Feb 2009
Posts: 98
| |
Hi Melinda. I am blessed with two angles...I also have a 9 year old son...my girl is the eldest but she is still my baby if you know what I mean. They are both such good kids. I've been strict with them but fair and so far they have done nothing but make me proud. Daughter is considering becoming a shrink, no surprise really as she has had to grow up with such a nut case of a mother. She is doing really good with her studies, she's a straight A student so she is well on her way. I've read some really sad posts on here from mothers with kids with drug problems and it breaks my heart to read them. I just could not cope with that. We are so lucky and I thank God for that every day. Do you just have one child? So you're running...that's brilliant  ...I can't wait to feel fit and healthy again. I arranged to see a personal trainer recently but had to cancel as I was not well enough. I have also put on a good few pounds that I would like to lose. I am 5ft 11 so I can kind of hide it well but it needs to come off you know.
Robert, so far I am much better today...not one hundred percent a little sore and tired but definitely better. And the dreaded sweats have stopped. I've been having really weird racing thoughts though. If I think about it too much it freaks me out as none of it seems to make any sense. Also lots of lucid dreams last night...all about drugs. |
10-12-2009, 07:30 AM
| | Junior Member | | Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: NY
Posts: 48
| |
Quote:
Originally Posted by NikNak1 Has anyone drank while taking subutex. I was wondering if it would be ok to have one beer as it's my partners B' day and we are going out. I take 4mgs of subutex daily. I should say that I am the sort of person who can and will stop at one drink should it be ok...would it be a problem to have say a pint of stella? No lectures please and thanks in advance. | One of my friend have a yellow eyes and worse headache after taking subutex with 500ml beer... we thought that was Hepatitis  |
10-12-2009, 09:42 AM
| | Member | | Join Date: Jun 2009
Posts: 277
| |
NikNak, keep up the good fight. this stuff is hard work here, but we really are getting close. Think about how far we have come. I read your story above and I kow how it goes. I was one of those junkies for way too long, and I was either going to die, land in jail, or be a dead beat father, and I could not do that to my little girls. I checked into rehab on Feb. 6, 2009...it has been 8 months now, and this is a small price to pay for the things I did. My home life is good now, and even when we don't have much money, we are rich spiritually. Let me know how this goes for you today...I am worried, but ready. |
10-13-2009, 07:00 AM
| | Member | | Join Date: Feb 2009
Posts: 98
| |
Quote:
Originally Posted by RubyDean NikNak, keep up the good fight. this stuff is hard work here, but we really are getting close. Think about how far we have come. I read your story above and I kow how it goes. I was one of those junkies for way too long, and I was either going to die, land in jail, or be a dead beat father, and I could not do that to my little girls. I checked into rehab on Feb. 6, 2009...it has been 8 months now, and this is a small price to pay for the things I did. My home life is good now, and even when we don't have much money, we are rich spiritually. Let me know how this goes for you today...I am worried, but ready. | Hi Ruby, glad to hear from you. Thanks for the kind words...I'm much better today. If I am right you skipped a day yesterday...How did it go? You know it's like Robert says this is not a race...we can do this ...we are so close. Baby steps for me from now on I think...I was always a one to want to run before I could walk lol. I just need a few days to build up my strength and get mentally strong again so I can take this to the next level. So much of this is psychological but that can be just as hard to deal with as the physical stuff. We will do this, I'm sure of it. Keep on keeping on. |
10-13-2009, 09:57 AM
| | Member | | Join Date: Jun 2009
Posts: 277
| |
You are so right NikNak, and i have to remind myself daily to get over the mental. Today is actually my first skip day. This is wild for me, but I need to break the cycle. I don't think I could have done it with out you all here on the boards. Just this morning I felt funny, didn't sleep well at all! and was feeling weak in the stomach, and was very close to taking my regular .25mg dose, but I waited and the bad feelings passed, so I will skip today entirely, no matter what and see what it brings. Take it as slow as you want, but do not be affraid. we have been thru tougher things and have had more pain than this.
we totally psyche ourselves out when it comes to this stuff, at least I hope so...
stay strong! peace&love. |
10-14-2009, 12:38 PM
| | Member | | Join Date: Feb 2009
Posts: 98
| |
Thanks Ruby! Just read your thread. Glad to hear you are doing well, Skipping ay...great stuff. I am doing ok a little tired and achy but nothing to complain about really. Been doing a fair bit of reading and posting today, I don't know what I would have done without this site and the people here...Thanks everyone. |
10-14-2009, 11:01 PM
| | Platinum Member | | Join Date: Aug 2008
Posts: 3,472
| |
Quote:
Originally Posted by NikNak1 Hi Melinda. I am blessed with two angles...I also have a 9 year old son...my girl is the eldest but she is still my baby if you know what I mean. They are both such good kids. I've been strict with them but fair and so far they have done nothing but make me proud. Daughter is considering becoming a shrink, no surprise really as she has had to grow up with such a nut case of a mother. She is doing really good with her studies, she's a straight A student so she is well on her way. I've read some really sad posts on here from mothers with kids with drug problems and it breaks my heart to read them. I just could not cope with that. We are so lucky and I thank God for that every day. Do you just have one child? So you're running...that's brilliant ...I can't wait to feel fit and healthy again. I arranged to see a personal trainer recently but had to cancel as I was not well enough. I have also put on a good few pounds that I would like to lose. I am 5ft 11 so I can kind of hide it well but it needs to come off you know.
Robert, so far I am much better today...not one hundred percent a little sore and tired but definitely better. And the dreaded sweats have stopped. I've been having really weird racing thoughts though. If I think about it too much it freaks me out as none of it seems to make any sense. Also lots of lucid dreams last night...all about drugs. |
Hi Niknak
I have three children I have a son that is 30 he was the tough one to raise, then I have a 20 year old he is your typical 20 year old he is lots of fun...
and then I have my baby girl she is 17 and I could brag about her all day...LOL... I have pictures of all of them on my facebook...
I'm glad you have great kids to...I thank God for them to...
It sounds like you are a great you did something right to have such good kids.
I'm glad the sweating has stopped for you that happened to me also when I was on the subs that alone was enough for me to want to get off of them...LOL
I have been a little lazy the past few day so I need to get back out there and keep running or i will need to start all over again
your doing really great and I'm so happy for you...
Talk to you soon, Melinda |
10-15-2009, 10:55 AM
| | Member | | Join Date: Jun 2009
Posts: 277
| |
How you doing NikNak? I finally skipped a day...it was pretty good up until last night. I couldn't sleep so ended up taking my dose in the middle of the night. I didn't make it the whole 48 hrs, but easily 42 or so, and I went the entire day without, so that is progress for me. I plan to try again, nothing today, or tmrw. and try to get at least a full 2 days under my belt. Hope you are feeling good, and keep it up. As long as we stay trying, and making a little head way each day, all will be well. I went to a meeting last night and it helped too.
I agree with you Melinda, I have two little girls, 3 & 5, and they keep me going, and working hard to be free, and totally clean. All the best! |
10-16-2009, 08:18 AM
| | Member | | Join Date: Feb 2009
Posts: 98
| |
Quote:
Originally Posted by melinda7.5 Hi Niknak
I have three children I have a son that is 30 he was the tough one to raise, then I have a 20 year old he is your typical 20 year old he is lots of fun...
and then I have my baby girl she is 17 and I could brag about her all day...LOL... I have pictures of all of them on my facebook...
I'm glad you have great kids to...I thank God for them to...
It sounds like you are a great you did something right to have such good kids.
I'm glad the sweating has stopped for you that happened to me also when I was on the subs that alone was enough for me to want to get off of them...LOL
I have been a little lazy the past few day so I need to get back out there and keep running or i will need to start all over again
your doing really great and I'm so happy for you...
Talk to you soon, Melinda |
Thanks Melinda, I did a lot of wrong stuff too. I would hate for them to have a life like I've had. You know, my friends have been nagging me for ages to set up a facebook account...think I'll do it this weekend, it's long over due. Maybe I could have your facebook so I can add you...then we could show off our babies lol. Please don't worry if not I totally understand. Not too bad today...a little tired. Slept really well last night but the night before that I did not get any sleep whatsoever. Also, I know from reading here that you are Roberts fiancé and I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of him today and hoping that he has the best outcome possible.
TTFN, Niknak | | |
| Thread Tools | | | | Display Modes |  Linear Mode |
Posting Rules
| You may not post new threads You may not post replies You may not post attachments You may not edit your posts
HTML code is Off
| | |
| |
