Hey Jenn,
That definately is a lot of meds. Usually docs put people on 1 long acting (i.e. your fentenyl patch) and then 1 short acting(i.e.dilaudid or oxy). Now it's not that odd to have the dilaudid in both pill and suppository form in case you cannot take the pill you can take the suppository. But if I'm not mistaken, you are on both at the same time, in addition to a high dose of
oxycodone.
Now that being said, dilaudid has a low rate of bioavailability meaning it doesn't last long so if you have a high tolerance for pain, and you need pain meds, what are you going to do?
Do you need all the meds every day? Have you tried using either the dilaudid or the oxy? This is where it can get kind of complicated.
In the pain management world, we get dependant on our meds. Meaning if they were abruptly stopped we would go through withdrawl. Some people thinks that makes us addicts, it doesn't, all it means is we are physically dependant on the medication. There are many medications out there that say not to stop abruptly because of what could happen if you do.
Pain patients can become addicted. When this happens, the person is taking more meds than are prescribed so they run out early and have to call the doc for early refills. Or they will lie and say someone stole their meds or they dropped them down the sink, etc. They think about the meds all the time, and they take them for the high they get rather than just for pain relief. They will go to more than one doctor for meds and usually use multiple pharmacies.
If you are doing none of those you are most likely OK. Just know that you are on a high dose of meds and over time will need more. But if they are helping you have a better quality of life and you are able to do some of the things you enjoy, than they are helping you. I think where some people also get into trouble is they are taking a high dose of meds but they still do not help, they are still not able to have a good life with their pain at a reasonable level. In that case it may be time to reevaluate and look at other options in addition to the pain meds since they are not working. For myself, it took awhile for me to get titrated to the right dose, but I haven't had an increase in over 5 years. I still have bad days, but I am able to do so much more than I used to.
I hope this helps!
Cper