Hey, I know this thread is probably really old but I came across it and thought I'd give it a whirl seeing as how It's one of the few I've come across with people from Ontario.
So here's my story in a nutshell.
diagnosed with Crohns Disease, on steriods and pain killers(percocet/percodan/oxycontin) for over 2 years. Had surgery(small bowel resection) which went horribly wrong, ended up hospitalized for over 2 months. Bowels were sewn together with a lack of care leaving a hole(though the hospital will deny) 2 weeks later after I told them something was wrong day after day I spiked a fever/kept passing out, emergency CT scan found 2 weeks worth of leakage causing major abscess. Another procedure barreling a drainage tube into my side. Another week then sent me home. 3 days later rushed to emergency, CT scan, drain not working.. shoved further into abscess, 2 more weeks in hospital.
Finally guts mended themselves in some way, but the pain never went away. Doctors can't physically SEE where it is coming from so call me an "opiate addict"(though i knew my body was physically addicted to opiates it gave me my life back).
From there i was FORCED/PUSHED into
suboxone treatment, which i had to go with because along with the pain of my insides I was often getting even more ill from opiate withdrawl.
Approx 5 months of being on suboxone the pain has subsided, and came back, subsided and came back... it is now back with a vengence and my "opiate treatment" doctor told me i should think about
methadone.
Now I don't see how i have much of a choice, and in all honesty I would absolutely love to be back on
percocet for life or until the pain was actually gone.. which may be never cuz they really fuc*ed something up inside of me.. and i mean on the pain meds I need with out the hassle of being treated like a "drug seeker" or whatever. BUT!! I saw ya'll mention pain clinics, pain doctors.. which I've looked into with nothing to show.
Does anyone know first off if it is possible to do what i want to do?? find a pain clinic and tell them straight up.. they fu#%ed my insides up and i don't care if they can "see" where the pain is coming from... it's there and i have to live a shi&%y life everyday because of it. And end up getting pain meds for the chronic pain i live with.
OR if in fact my only choice is to live with my being FORCED/PUSHED into this opiate management that does barely nothing for my pain and switch from suboxone to methadone and see if it helps with the pain?
Any names of pain clinics, doctors, stories of success, help with any answers would be sooo appreciated. Please keep in mind I live in TORONTO and don't have a vehicle to get to somewhere like Peterborough.
I've been living a life that is very depressing due to the pain and i won't lie because of the opiate withdrawls before the suboxone. But in all honesty I lived on percocet for over 2 years and it was unexplainably better than the past half year on suboxone.
Thanks so much!