I'm so sorry that you're in such pain. I know the feeling. I'm 32 and have a 3year old plus living with my in-laws, and on top of that I'm ALWAYS in pain.

I can't seem to get by without taking vicodin everyday. I'm thinking vicodin is a little less strong than
ms contin, so maybe you won't have the same side effects? I had a pain doctor once put me on
elavil for pain management and looking back I think it really helped, it's one of those low-level antidepressents, so not as strong as something like
cymbalta. Maybe ask about the antidepressent route, but you need something to get thru right now, so if I can think of anything else i'll write back. And question: did
suboxone not help with the pain all that much? Hang in there, you're not alone!
Jenny