I am also manic depressive. I did meth for about 7 months and stopped for a few years. I had my fun and stopped when I had my fill of it. I am now medicating with
lamictal (100mg). Pre-meds my experience was the usual that one has with the drug. Euphoric for two hours, then tweaking for about six. Anyways, I recently made a horrible impulsive decision and did it again. After two lines, I felt little to nothing. (More alert and my nose felt like it was shrinking as usual..) So we whipped out the pipe. After a few bowls my buddy was high as a kite and loving life. I on the other hand felt only the negative effects that I remember so very well.. (Heart pounding, sketchy/unstable feeling, and a go go go mentality.) But it definitely didn't feel anywhere near what it did back in the day. (No euphoria)
The come down felt the same as always, body tingles and aches (tingles are not a good feeling..)
This drug now does nothing fantastic for me either. I have no urge to ever do it again. Thanks Lamictal! Makes me think someone should test it on addicts that want to quit.
On a side note. I wouldn't recommend this drug to anyone, ever, period. I watched 6 lives destroyed from using... It really does only take one time... If you are curious about how the euphoria feels, go fall in love, or just pop a pill of exctacy or two. Same effect
I found love, no urge to do drugs anymore :