I'm 41 and 25 years ago I was coming off my 3rd rt knee surgery.I was taking
propoxyphene for the pain.I suddenly realized that these pills made me feel like a new man, I could talk to people and when I went back to work I could work as much overtime, all I had to do was pop a couple pills and I could tear through my work.Well a year later my back blew a disk.4 lower lumbar surgeries later my back is quite good but I don't want to give up the pills(I'm on
demerol now).So I suck pills from the doctors,go to pain clinics and fool them into telling my doctors to give me narcotics for my back because there is nothing they can do.So I had it made except I was a total pig.I would get 180 50mg demerol tabs a month and have them gone in 2 1/2 days,I wouldn't even sleep for fear I may miss some of my buzz.I went to oxy's to
morphine.By the time I did something about it 22 years had gone by.I was taking 3000mgs of morphine a day and spending thousands and thousands of $$ a year.Then I heard about
methadone,now for me,it lifted my depression and helped with the actual pain that I was having.I've been on 400mgs a day for about 2 1/2 years now and I don't abuse narcotics anymore.I have a second chance here and I'm not going to blow it.I knew people that died from narcotics,I had a few close calls myself but now I'm my old self.So really take a look at what your doing and if you think or know there's a problem then talk to someone first........Good luck and be carefull once you take those pills theres nothing you can do until your next dose, if you make it......Dave