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Lexapro withdrawls.& DOn't believe it is you,your depression,or whatever else.Believe it is drug withdrawls and believe you will get through it! I was on it for two years I also fealt immediately more awake,more alive,in two months I lost the weight I had gained.But I wasn't back to "me".I'm still not.I think it takes a long time.Be kind to yourself & seek all the support you can sum up because these drugs let no one kid you are quite physically addicting.I feel like we were not given honest forthright information to make the choice to ever start taking them.See when you stop you not only have whatever you had in the first place,you have a drug addiction to recover from & I do not want to discourage you in any way.I think this is the most honest site I have found.Just read alot & prepare to fight the good fight!