hi.. JUST FOUND THIS Website today ....i know that it HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE YOU WROTE IN BUT I too am going thru the same thing! I had back surgery twice since August 2004. I feel like I need to take this med (hydrocodone) due to the great pain i have, but I also feel that I want to get off of them. I feel like I am stuck btw. a rock and a hard place. I won't to stop but I know that the average over the counter drugs would not work, so what do u do???[V] I have always been one that has had control of my life but now I feel as if the meds have control of me!!!! I feel so afraid!! I start physical therapy this week and i hope that will help! but will i ever be able to walk away from this beast when i no longer need them ????????????
