To add to my last message, I "detoxed" in my parents house time and time again. I put the quote on that word because I never went past day 2 or maybe 3 and by then I was oh so sick. I had to laugh when I read you line about the song and dance about you not trusting him. I remember giving my mom that fake offended look and telling her I could not believe she didn't believe me. I loved my parents alot (Reast in Peace, Mom and Dad) but I loved heroin more I'm sad to say. Most addicts feel the same. My parents were major enablers. They wanted to believe me so badly. They didn't want me in the street or jail, or worst of all, dead. It seems you might be an enabler as well. In the long run, you do more harm then good. I know you mean well and you sound like a wonderful, loving mom but they say you gotta hit rock bottom before you can pull yourself up. You are not responsible for their actions and in the end all you can do is pray rock bottom isn't too bad and they see the light. I swear I can see myself in your bedroom. I've been there so many times. Please get back to me with any questions or concerns, mom.  |