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Old 05-16-2008, 01:07 PM
melissa39 melissa39 is offline
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first off i want to say that recently my son who is 13 yrs old found and brought me a pill stash that was poked down in a folded up lawn chair out in the garage . isnt that just sad on so many levels?
to answer a question that someone asked about how long can a person stay with a drug addict? the answer is simple .. as long as they want. i chose the long torturous route. i stayed thru the lies the cheating the stealing the begging the arrests the court dates the bondsmen payments the jail time the parole officer"s" the wrecks the lawsuits the starting over AGAIN the evictions the bankruptcy "s" the tax leins the foreclosures the judgements the constant complaining and poor me im all alone in this big old world and i feel lonely so i take pills excuses. and someone asked if we needed cheese with our "whine" well all i have to say to that is aparently this guy must dip into the pill bottle or has in the past and got offended by what was typed on here. he sounds like my husband lol but yes ill take cheese instead of two or three of your lorcets or zanex or prosac. mr robert.. if im not mistaken theres a "whoah-az me" theworldMAKESmedodrugs message board on here somewhere that you could probably benefit better from posting on. this one is more for us paranoid nagging whiney beoatches that people like yourself have left behind. you said that one of the post'ers on here was probably the reason that her husband did drugs.. lol gimme a break dont make me piss myself laughing .. if ANYBODY in the fricking world needs a pain killer ...its us. pill poppers are lazy they are self centered they think the world owes them and that they are so alone and nobody understands them they hate themselves and blame the world for it .. they make the stupidest mistakes and then cry for forgiveness and then THEY think that makes its ok for them to zone out of life when they want .listen.. i have been thru everything that my husband has been thru and i never took one pill. i had a childhood i wouldnt wish on my worst enemy, PLUS i had to deal with my husbands doped up "whining" ********************. you ask.. why did i stay? i controlled the one thing i could control ... staying. i have kept my family together .. i kept my husband alive.. what pathetic life he has had... and i kept my strength and my sanity. hey if you dont like the atmosphere around here robert.. guess what? dont come back. its people like you who think that the dope addict is the "victim" lol .. wake up .. better yet .. sober up. if i were you i wouldnt post back .. you wont win cause .. while all you poor me pill poppers were swallowing 4 and 6 pills at a time and all zonked out snoring and slobbering all over your mattress's.. we "whiney cheese eaters" were up thinking and figuring your asses out and that my friend has made us the experts that we have become in knowing all your little slurry tounged mental head games that you try to play and all your little emotions that you bust out on us. either try a new approach . or a new pill cause im KEEN on this one. its old and stale .. like your excuses.
id love to proof read this before i post it .. but as usual i dont have time ..
take care and stay strong people .. i have some piss stained grout on the toilet basin that im going to clean with my husbands tooth brush ....
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