I honestly dont even know how something like this could happen to me and spiral so far out of control. I'm only 26 yrs old, never done drugs, i dont drink..i'm what you call a ''good girl''.. Anyways about 8 months ago my husband got something called darvacet for his tooth/back pain instead of the hydrocodine. I took one, and it made my head feel completely blank..i hated it! i was like ''ok, this is def not the same affect as hydro's, i dont even want them''..A few days later i tried it again..i got a slight high..*Let me mention i suffer from severe clinical depression and anxiety disorder/panic attacks* it eased it..after the next week of taking it i was like on a perma high. Nothing bothered me, i was sooo happy. My depression eased dramatically & my panic attacks dissappeared..but the high, omg..i could be happy staying in my room for hr's doing nothing. Now it's changed my life..i've ran out of Dr's to give me the pills, i lied & made excuses about losing them. I've got soooo angry begged my husband to go in for me to stop my suffering. He tried yesterday, & couldn't get them..when i woke up and asked for my ''pills'' and found out i screamed, kicked, and threw things.. my withdrawl symptoms are so damn severe..i sweat, have hot and cold flashes, restless, insomnia, restless legs, i swing my body around, i feel like i'm crawling out of my skin..please help.
