well that face was how I felt. I took all I could because I always thought the problem was that I didn't have enough.
I didn'y know if I would live to get off. But I did. I had to go to an institution for about 20 days. It was a couple of months before I slept. Right now I am ready! I encourage you to stop. EN-COURAGE. no,you can't sweat it out in the bathtub(I tried). But I will never go back to that life,ever.
