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Originally Posted by greenday  Hey there! I would think of it as a diet...if you were on a strict diet and you ate a piece of pie, would you totally abandon your diet? Heck no! It's very normal to hit a speed bump on the road to recovery. You lost a battle but are still winning the war. Keep up the good behavior. It's fine, really... |
Thank you! I appreciate all this support.
So with my speed bump where does this put me in my detox? Will everything start over from the very worst? I feel okay today...my head is killing me and I am still tired add on moody as well. I slept A LOT this weekend. I would try to spend time with the family when I could. I also found myself saying daily prayers, per your advice Robert. It helped me feel like I wasn't so alone which is one of the reasons I didn't take more pills.
I have spent a lot a time on this board today and I really, really want to have my life back but it scares me when I read how people 9 months into being clean still don't feel normal and crave pills everyday. I don't think I could live my entire life constantly anxious...I want a better life. Tell me I won't be punished the rest of my life for making a mistake?
Sorry, I am needy today...I need the extra encouragement...like I said I am moody.
