I want to thank you,
Robert325 &
Greenday, for your advice. I am up to 24 hrs off right now. I had to drag my sorry self into work and later today I have an interview for a position that could up my income to about $9,000 more than I make now. It is so very important and I am praying that I can pull myself together enough to ace this!
So anyone out there reading this, please send me positive energy today so that I might make it through.
As far as
Suboxone goes, I had considered it but right now I am starting detox (i.e. cold turkey method) and don't really have time to go in search of a new clinic after the first one was a flop. I work in a very unsupportive work environment in which I can't even call in sick unless I have a doctor's statement. I feel so ashamed and like I am the weakest person ever! I come to this board looking for people like myself that are in the same boat and don't pass judgment. My husband knows of my problem and I finally just begged him to step up and take over my responsibilities until I can get through the worst of the detox...but he tells me (after I have poured my heart and soul out) that he doesn't know if he can! So frustrating because I KNOW I have to get clean! I am so glad I found this board and I hope through this it can be the support I need to keep going.