IcameIdidIconquered - Congratulations! I know the time has been going by slowly, but surely, you are now at 18 days clean and that's great to hear. Are you over all the physical symptoms now?
I remember when I was at your stage in recovery I tried a few things for energy, besides exercise I tried that "5-hour energy" and it worked pretty well when I felt too lazy to even move from the couch. When I was taking pills, I was down for anything, never too tired as long as I had some pills left. Alot of people are scared that they won't be able to do everything they used to without all that energy they used to have. Especially the moms here who felt they were "super-mom" when they were high. Well I can honestly say now being clean for 53 days I have more energy, motivation, and health than I ever had on oxy.
Also that first pill of the day stuck in my mind for a while, until I woke up one morning, looked out my window, and I thought about working out and going to the beach instead of getting high. I promise you'll also wake up soon (probably after your first full night's sleep) thinking about the things you enjoy and cherish in life instead of a drug.  |