I feel exactly like you do. That is why I asked the dr today. He said I wouldn't die, but I would go right back into W/Ds like I was when in rehab. Don't know if you have been in rehab for opiates. You won't die but you feel like you are going to.
Sorry about the electric shocks. I got it bad once standing in water working in a chemical plant LONG TIME AGO. I was maybe 22 or so. I swear my whole body felt like I was just fried for a week.
If I could just clock out, be somewhere really relaxing like maybe a nice quiet beach somewhere, I would probably go ahead and do it before we got anymore time in this. I almost decided to today. I guess I kind of let myself talk me out of it. I could probably be talked back into it though. I checked myself into rehab a few months ago as I was sick of it then, so I have been wanting to just stop and been thinking about it for a while now.
You going to do it????? |