Hello all. I am 22 years old and I have had an opiate addiction on and off for about 5 years. I went from abusing opiates to abusing opiates and
cocaine. I quit for 2 years due to a development of general anxiety disorder. I still deal with my gad these days but it seems more often now a days and I believe it comes from the ammount of opiates I snort. I'm on a 5 a day habbit. Sometimes more or less. More if I have more, less if I have less. I havent done cocaine in 3 years and i'm very mentally confident ill never do it again. I felt the same way about opiates but I broke my hand and I havent let up since. Its been almost a year since I began my addiction again. This time around its 10x worse then what it was. I only do hydrocone and
oxycodone. Ocassionaly i'll use
oxycontin if thats all thats around.
I have the urge to quit but I can not handle the physical withdrawl symptoms. I try and try but relapse. I had about 5
percocets yesterday but today i've only had 1 pink loritab 10mg. I feel decent but I know its going to get bad.
A friend of mine gave me 2 8mg
suboxone's to aid me in my quest to drop my habit once and for all. I'm wondering some things about it. When do I start taking it? In the morning? I need some advise on taking it. As far as how, what to avoid, etc. I also need to know if I can take 1/2 of a 1/4 if that makes sense. Break it into 8 peices. Will that be enough for a daily dose? My friend said that he took a eighth everyday for 2 weeks and didnt experience any withdrawl symptoms of withdrawling from opiates. He said he felt under the weather for 2 days after quiting suboxone but nothing compared to the withdrawl from opiates.
Also. I don't take any other medications. Will this effect my anxiety. Can I die from such a small dose of suboxone? If I take some and mentally send myself into a panic attack. Is it mental and will I be ok lol?
Any advise anyone can give me would be pleasent. Sorry to rant and ask alot of questions. I dont want to be on this path anymore but I dont want to go through torture of withdrawling to quit. Please help.