i had posted earlyer that i'm going to start the pretaper for the road back program i'm having one of those nights ware i can;t sleep and was thinking about ware it says in chapter 14 about being off the meds for more than 7 days and being close to point of no return when going back on. so ok i went off of lexapor 5mg with a realy quick taper 18 days by my dr advice.(after being on it for ten months) was off of it for 10 days got all the realy nasty side efects. then was put on efexor xr 37mg was on that for a litle over three weeks witch i would have to say were the worst three weeks of my life. now iv'e been taking (generic)
celexa 10mg for last 7 weeks or almost 7 weeks. wich all my head aches and brian zap blured vision ect are gone. just that i'm so damn tired all the time doesn't seem to matter how much sleep i get. i have to force my self to get out of bead and to work every day. i'm wondering if maby i hit the piont of no return i'm stuck to stick it out for the 12 to 18 months ive read about. though it does say in that chapter to start the pretaper any way. and that it mite take longer to see a change. wich i'm going to do. just wondering if ive got my self painted into a corner here.

the other thing iwas wondering about was i remeber reading something a wile ago about turning the lex pills into liquid form to help with tapering will this work with celexa and how do you do it. i was looking for it today and didn't come across it yet. there are defintley alot of posts on here. though the road back program does say to use a compund pharmace i'm not to sure ther is one around ware i live. most are the kinds that you find at your local crocery store. so most likely i'm going to have to do the 5% cut in the doses my self.

i'm sort of at that point ware ive been through so much hell that i'm realy scared to make another wrong move. i realy think at this point that if some thing hapend like when i went off the
lexapro and went on to the efexor xr just couldn't take it my body is so worn out from this ********************. i realy think i would down for the count so to speek. as always thanks for reading and any help you can give AJ