Thanks for the replies.
I was on Sertraline before and I don't remember it being this bad when I was on it. I will be taking it again to see if it helps my condition. I'm WELL aware of the side effects of these meds. I've suffered through them a few times and now that I know what to expect it's not very hard for me to deal with anymore. I'm just scared I'm going to do some serious damage to my neck if I keep this up. I don't understand what makes me do this and I can't control it no matter what I do. It's the strangest thing.
I thought about getting on some
soma's to help relax my neck, but those normally put me right to sleep. I need something I can function with. Sad to say, alcohol has been a big help, but I don't want that to become a habit and I don't want to depend on alcohol to make myself "normal" on a daily basis.
I have been thinking stress has something to do with it? Maybe I don't really handle stress that well and this is my way of dealing with it? I notice it's really bad when I'm angry. I think most people get at least a little tense when they're angry though?