Well I am going to say that you shouldnt take other peoples meds...Now on to the real question..First you really have to describe your "heavy pain med dependence" What have you been taking,how much,over how long a time,what are your w/d symptoms etc.... YOu seem young..Honestly DONT take the
suboxone because you may not even be in w/d,you dont know what dose it is etc....If you really do want to get on suboxone and really are sick then I'd check into detox asap(where they will treat you with suboxone usually),and then after detox is done follow it up by going to a suboxone Dr. and start using it as directed..You sound to young to be falling into this game..Take my advise for what its worth..Good luck