Dyingslowly ~ I am so glad you decided to post. It is a wonderful first step. I can totally understand why you are feeling the way you are. You are at the point where you are no longer in any control over what is happening and that is a terrifying situation to be in. There are a few different ways you could go about tackling this problem. First, if you don't mind could I ask you a few questions to better understand your situation??? (If you do not wish to answer any questions I will not be offended and will just do the best to assist you with the prior info) You mentioned that you have both tried very hard to get off of these....Is your husband still interested and motivated to get off of these or are you the motivating factor?? What have you tried in the past to get off of them? Do you have a primary care physician that may be able to assist you in terms of non-narcotic meds that can ease withdrawal? Is it possible for you to organize things so you both could kinda hide out for three or four days from work, family, nosey neighbors (lol) etc??? Finally, how much are you each using and how do you use (sniff, shoot, chew, or just take pills whole). I know how you are feeling and so do a lot of wonderful people on this site that I am possitive are going to come along and offer words of incouragement as well as advise!! Try the best you can to stay calm. I totally understand why you are feeling scared and I could hear it clearly in your post but I want you to know that you will be able to fix this. It may not be easy but there are ways to at least make it easier!! Keep your chin up and keep posting!! There are so many people that would love to help you!! You have come to the right place!!!
__________________ ~Syd "Some days it's not even worth chewing through the restraints!" |