Skywalk,
Thank you. That does make me feel a lot better.
I'm at the three month mark and the emotional withdrawals are kicking in--explaining a little of the melo-drama in yesterday's post. Physically (except for the weight) my body has gone back to normal. Emotionally I've been great 80% of the time, but 20% of the time I feel crazy.
I remember you writing in past posts that your fiancee travels a lot for work. So does my husband. He's been away all week (Finally coming home tonight) and I'm so afraid of being home alone I can barely sleep. I have to check the locks again and again and investigate every time I hear a noise even if I know it's just a house settling noise or the radiator clanging. I get into these moods where I'm so afraid. Then I feel guilty for things that happened years ago that were not even that big a deal and then like I deserve for bad things to happen to me. This isn't me. This just started happening two weeks ago and it sucks.
Anyway thanks for your words of encouragement. How are you feeling these days?
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